for some reason, i feel weird these days.
hopefully some shopping on thurs snaps me out of this... this mood.
yup! going to s-h-o-p on thursday for friday's dining etiquette course! a bit dumb right, to buy clothes for a 3hr or so course. but i'm just buying a skirt and footwear. i must buy a cheap skirt, otherwise i would only wear it once, then chuck it at the back of my cupboard and forget all about it. that happens to almost every pair of skirt that i have. haha. cos those skirts are the kinds that are pretty but very formal. the kinds you wear to weddings. well that proves i don't own many skirts, nor do i wear them often. actually, i think that's because i havent found a perfect skirt.
i hate this kind of.. weird feeling. seems like i cant desribe it with any other words other than: weird. and let me tell you it's definitely not a good feeling. i feel more than just weird. i feel infuriated, i feel happy, i feel gloomy, i feel happy. Oh PLEASE tell me it's just that.
why why why is it so difficult to ignore these negative feelings??! i want to feel HAPPY again. such a simple, overly-used word. but it holds a lot of meaning, you know that?
[*taMmy*]