A Different Story to Tell

2006-10-31T21:33:00.000-08:00

I found out how to get a "tagboard" for my Multiply site! So my point is, go there to tag instead already! Bye! :]

Moving.

2006-10-30T22:30:00.000-08:00

Hi!
I've decided to use Multiply as my blogging space. So, please don't come here for updates or to tag anymore. Go to www.tamforall.multiply.com instead!
Still deciding if i want to import my blog at blogger over. hmm. since it's a new start i don't think i will!

2006-10-26T00:48:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i said goodbye to my faithful Nokia 3100 whiched saw me through 3 long years! And the SonyEricsson k800i has since entered my life. It's in a beautiful metallic brown and i thank my dad for it.
It was the time to have a change of phone and i initially wanted the Motorazr Dolce&Gabbana but when i saw it on display, it didn't look very appealing. Looked a bit obiang actually. The gold wasn't very gold and the only "nice" thing about it was probably the Dolce&Gabbana brand name at the bottom. And the functions weren't exactly one of the best.
So to cut the long story short, i was introduced to the sonyericssonk800i and told of the many functions it has. And i decided, i think i want this phone.
Anw, it's nice.
I HAVE NO SCHOOL TMR BECAUSE MY TUTOR CANCELLED TUTORIALS! HAHAH.
That also means, im going down to Wheelock to slaughter some Apple people if they tell me i gotta wait any longer for my laptop.......

2006-10-09T13:25:00.000-07:00

School starts in 7 days. Mixed feelings about it, cos part of me is quite looking forward to the end of my occasional boredom, and another part of me doens't want to face it. hahaha. I miss my laptop. They still haven't called me to collect it. More than 3 weeks already ok! I'll be going to stay at my aunt's new house. Heard it's very nice and state of the art.
Oh.. There's almost no more haze!! A few days ago we were practically walking, living and breathing in smoke la. Think our lungs might be a bit black now. Haha. Anw i was quite surprised cos i never seen Singapore so hazy before.
Just finished watching this korean movie called A Millionaire's First Love.. It has such a SAD story but it's totally beautiful...

Ta-ta.

2006-10-05T12:20:00.000-07:00

Back from China last week. Back to sunny Singapore, where it's always hot, but has FRESHER air.
Next semester starting soon. My timetable for this sem is.. Quite different. But guess what, my earliest class is at 9. So no more 8am classes! Yess. Buut, i also end rather late. I end at 6pm for 3 days! But 2/3 of the days i end at 6, i only start at 3. Actually i prefer ending late than starting early cos i don't like waking up too early in the morn! I just can't la. Haha.
Have been watching America's Next Top Model (ANTM) allll the way to Cycle7, which is currently showing in the US. I like ANTM! Some of them aren't exactly drop dead gorgeous, but their character shines through and they actually are able to model better than those who look better. And there are some with personalities that make you feel like punching them. So it's quite fun to watch.Ha!

ByeeByee

2006-09-21T03:35:00.000-07:00

Flying off real soon!
Won't be updating for a week so, yes i'm still alive somewhere!
Finally sent my ibook for repair. A pic Na, Adrian and I took at the AppleOrchard centre.
i loooove the stupid camera functions they have.

Yes, i realise it's 3.35am and i'm still awake.. why? SHHHH. Secret.
GOODBYE!

Have fun back here in sunny Singapore! I'll get gifts!

2006-09-18T13:28:00.000-07:00

On Friday Bro Jeremy came to visit our cell. He took a pic with us! And there you have it, w302.

We are SEVENTEEN

All the best to the people taking exams! From left: Weijun(A lvls), YuHao(O lvls), Alice(O lvls) and Changyan(N levels)

On Saturday i cut my hair. Wanted something different this time and the hairstylist suggested a slanting syle. Meaning my hair slants from the left down to the right, making my right longer than the left. She also said to come back for highlights for the right side, to make the style more defined. The place i went was called Hollywood Secrets and is situated at the 3rd level of Far East Plaza. Quite cool. They actually provide a lot of other services such as Eye lash perming, make-overs, manicures and many other stuff.

On Sunday, met up with other cg members after nursery. Took care of Dazzle. Haha, carrying her can help give me MUSCLES! Ha!

On the train to PS. Alice is trying to force kiss me. Haha.

Na, Me and Alice.

Lunching.

After lunch, the rest of the cg went to Selegie for dou hua while na and i joined the exam peeps, WHO, decided to go to the arcade. And i thought i wasn't interested in stuff like arcade, considering the fact that i havent played in one for years and years and years. And yesterday i went to try the toy thing. But the clippers just kept slipping off the toy :( Then i car raced, shot people, and played a fun racing game on something called a Mario Kart. TSK. Arcade is money wasting.

Finally we made a move and headed down to National Library. Sat outside Hans and yea the students did their work.

Did two HIDEOUS drawings by taking turns to add an ugly feature. Haha. Pics on Yuhao's blog.

Alice working hard. See her hair blowing? The weather was great man.

Changyan and Yuhao working hard.
Na and I helped Alice a little with Math and i realise that indeed there are some stuff which i have forgotten. I could almost feel the Maths gears in my brain grinding can. Brings me back to last year's O's. If you can believe it, i worked the hardest for Math, all thanks to my aunt who has been tutoring me forever. In my mind, and heart, i think she's the best tutor anyone can ever ask for. Haha. Because i did so much maths, i actually started LIKING it. i started to LIKE doing maths. and i practised a lot, a lot. So when i got back my O's results and saw that i'd only gotten a b3, i was reaaaally upset i cried, because it was the subject i worked the hardest for and expected something better! A subject that i USED TO TRULY DETEST but grew to well, somehow like it! But nvm! I guess I just don't have much of the Math genes. Which is ok because God gave me other talents yea!

What a great sidetrack. ANW,

I then went to Cityhall to meet Benedict, Jessel and Karen for dinner. Ate at Carls Jr for the first time! Weeell. The diarrhoea looking like fries were nice, but the burgers.. Too big, thick.. Whatever.. I shared a meal with Karen but didnt even finish it! Haha.
Oh ya, happy birthday Benedict! "nice"(for you) dreams you have.. haha..

OKAAAY. Gotta go have lunch. And then will start packing for trip. I like packing. Keeps you occupied, with something to plan and think for. Pls, let the weather there be COLDER! Anybody wants anything?? :)

Oh i forgot to mention about work on Fri. Well, was quite an experience! What we did was actually recieve the PSLE OAS from the various schools, double check that all's there, load them into trolleys and then the guys would transport them into the containers to store. Then we arranged papers, cut open envelopes and sorted the papers inside. Was quite labourous to a certain extent, but quite fun and $5.60 per hour's not too bad at all :)

2006-09-15T01:50:00.000-07:00

I feel really like puking. There's this weird taste in my mouth. Ok, it's not exactly a taste, TASTE, just some kind of funny feeling that makes me feel like puking! This sometimes happens to me and usually after i eat something sweet or sour it'd be alright, but NOT THIS TIME. Urgh.
So anw, tmr i will be earning my own money for the first time! Haha. Thanks to Ruix, i got a day job at MOE helping out with their listening compre or something. Not very sure what i have to do either but well, i will find out tomorrow.
Quite excited. It's gonna be my first working experience after all.
Watched The Devil Wears Prada for the 2nd time with my CG yesterday. I love the movie so i didnt mind one bit watching it a second time. Haha, but i did find myself saying the lines of the characters in my mind before they answered. Haa. And, and, and..
THEY HAVE SUCH BEAUTIFUL clothes, shoes and bags!
And Meryl Streep is still really pretty despite you know, having wrinkles and saggy skin. I think one can easily tell she used to be a great beauty. And Anne Hathaway's eyes are HUGE! Sadly, none of the guys in the movie were exactly breathtakingly goodlooking but that that doesn't mean that a movie cant be GOOD, can it? i love the ending to the movie :)
NEXT UP: i'm gonna watch Singapore Dreaming and You, Me and Dupree, (the movie with all the A-list stars!) before i fly off to Shanghai for vacation with my parents!
But going to China also means that..
I will miss my CG outreach!!!!! Seems like something really cool is being planned and i so want to take part in it.. :( And, i will also miss the last two sessions of the marraige seminar.
So i will be doing my make-up for Nursery this sunday. Have been taking care of the lil' cutie Cheralynn for the past few weeks. Have i ever mentioned what how ADORABLE and LOVELY she is??! man, she really melts my heart sometimes. one thing about her is that she's really independent. In the sense that unlike some of the babies who will cry and make a big fuss when their mummys try to leave the nursery to go for service, she will just continue to play with her toys. Ok, sometimes she will look at her mum's retreating back and call out for her, then you just pacify her a bit and she was divert her attention back to her toys and forget all about it. And then, when it's time for her milk and i wave the bottle in front of her to let her know, she will automatically go and lie down of the floor. HAHA! That's so cute. Then i'll let her rest on my thigh instead cos well, a lot of feet have walked those mats. Haa. And she'd just hold her bottle and drink all the milk in it obediently without much hesitation in between or any refusal to drink her milk. Oh yes, she can also eat a lot. And she has the cutest way of saying please. "Preesh!" HAHAHA! Love her sooo much. Take a look at Meng's blog, there's a pic of that cutie.
And my favourite baby thus far, Zhenjie.. Sigh, someone's gotta teach him to stop pointing at everything with his middle finger! Haha.
That reminds me of something funny that happened last sunday. Cheralynn got really excited for not particular reason and started screaming at the top of her voice. So she was running around and ran into Zhenjie. Zhenjie saw Cheralynn screaming, probably thought it might be fun as well, and started screaming and running around. This other baby, Dazzle (i think) heard the screaming and saw Cheralynn dashing around, and started doing the same as well! Funny it might have been, but the next few minutes were spent trying to stop them from screaming and dashing about. Haha, why do babies do that?
Important things to do SOON:
1. Get my iBook repaired
2. Get a haircut!
3. Finish reading and return library books before they're due.
4. Do some shopping :) (i am always talking about that.
5. meet up with my friends!

That's all.. [imgaine it the way Meryl Streep says it in devil wears prada. HA.]

2006-09-11T10:29:00.000-07:00

uh.. hello..
it suddenly feels weird typing something here after not updating for really long.. this hiatus was not really meant to be.
because...
my ibook can't get on the internet, and my bro's been using the com a lot these days. and well, ok la, sometimes i'm just lazy to think of something to post here.

i have watched 4 movies (click, SOAP, The Devil wears Prada and Little Man) so far during this hols! and watching TDWP again on wed. i wanna watch You, Me and Dupree and Singapore Dreaming!
ok, im gonna have a Macs big breakfast with na soon, so till then...

2006-08-31T21:23:00.000-07:00

time to update!

went back to my dear almar mater yesterday, PHS! saw many of my classmates and all. many havent changed much. behaviour wise, dressing, way they talk, blah blah..

by 10.45am, the security guard was chasing us out of school already because the teachers had some lunch to go to or something. so Viv and i went to j8 to wait for the rest who STILL HAD SCHOOL!

waiting at starbucks..

and i finally got to see you, ml! after talking so much about wanting to meet up and how much we missed each other, FINALLY i got to see you today! haha.

and not forgetting pat and jas too! and of cos ghis, but ghis i've seen you quite a number of times even this yr huh! somehow.. haha!

me, ghis, ml

ml, me, pat

we are all sms-ing our ex science tutor the same msg. hayy teachers day and to find his other half soon. ahaha.

lindy, wanyee, weiliang. sitting ard at macs.

ghis, jas and i then went to watch Snakes on a Plane. wanted to watch love wreck but they werent showing it. anw, SOAP is a really cool movie! although some parts quite gory. watch it, it's not bad!

oh yes, i also went to collect my Graduation CD yesterday. SOBSOBSOB. when i went home to watch it ystd, i was so filled with nostalgia. haha. i was watching my personal video and how huiyuan was spoiling it (haha!), listening and remebering the things that i was saying to the camera. ahahah. then i watched the 4E5N grad powerpoint. the one the teachers showed us during grad service. aww. all i can say is, so sweet, despite all the weird english and grammar mistakes here and there with the quotes. (hehe) but it was still from the heart, and it did bring back memories. then, i watched our 4Faith class ppt. hahaha.. that one made me laugh.. :) i especially like the last part where we put in the audio of the whole class shouting:"qiang ah!", the 12th night quote: "Fate, show thy force; ourselves we do not owe. What is decree must be, and this be so."
AHHH! i'm starting to miss secondary school sooo much! and i love my sec sch and my friends :)

oh yes. went ice skating with bettina and ivan on tuesday. kai couldnt come though :( nvm, next week!

fighting. haha, nahh. bettina's just trying to give me a smooch on my cheek. *shudder* hahah just kidding ;)

we put ivan's ipod into bettina's empty mentos box and stuck his earpiece into the ipod. haha, it works! cute huh.

alright! guess this is all. right, gotta get some stuff done now, so till then!

HOLIDAYS!! :))

2006-08-15T02:16:00.000-07:00

16aug06wed
2354

edited post.

did i do the wrong test? no wonder my test results seemed a little different from the others. haha. think this is the right one with the correct link..

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		10
Acts of Service:		7
Words of Affirmation:		6
Receiving Gifts:		4
Physical Touch:		3

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

2006-08-13T19:09:00.001-07:00

15aug2006
2210hrs
please tell me my blog is the most un-updated, most boring blog ever!
haha.
i just either 1)have nothing much to write about, or 2)just don't feel like blogging.
and usually, option 2 is the case.
i know! let's feed our eyes with some photoos!
BUT BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE...
Marketing is OVER, Graphcomm is OVER, Webdesign is OVER, Locvid is OVER. and Medisoc is.. ALMOST over. just left with one paper next week and i can say GOODBYE to this semester and HELLO to my long awaited break.. which is going to be rather long. :)
ok. photos long overdue:

... photobucket is taking EONS to upload my pictures. nevermind then..

off to study for medisoc.
12am: chat with my dearest ml. i miss her truckloads!!

finally, something..

2006-08-08T11:49:00.000-07:00

Brief updates/random ramblings about my past week:
#1. i am just bored of coming in here and seeing the same post for one whole week so i'm updating
#2. project due dates are seriously nearing and it's getting to me
#3. i'm perpetually tired and sleeping late late late these few days
#4. i remind myself everyday that this sem is coming to an end! and that i gotta look back and know that i have come far
and grown stronger.
#5. FOP was great.
#6. and CHC's 17th ann. svc was superb! thank God for the wonderful things He has done with this church and the
wonderful leadership.
#7. i said "xie xie" to an Indian aunty.
#8. i found out how to walk home by cutting through bishan park. only ard a 5 to 10mins walk through the park. so now, i
can say i got a straight bus to school! ahaha.
#9. i'm done with S&W! yess.
#10. i have pictures to post up.
#11. i had the most wondeful weekend.
#12. we had a 4faith gathering today and ard half the class turned up
#13. some of us caught the fireworks and it's beautiful!
#14. there were people "running" to watch the fireworks.
#15. i'm sleepy and i think i'm going to sleep now.
#16. *breathing in deeply* empowered to succeed.
#17. goodnight!

2006-08-01T09:01:00.000-07:00

happyhappy. one project down. marketing! we had our green tea presentation today and let's just say, things turned out unexpectedly! God works miracles. :) ahaha. we went to island creamery after that. ice-cream!
then they wanted to go k-boxing. i was like.. what?! kbox?! i didnt wanna go!! hah. but i went in the end and gosh, had so much fun screaming our lungs out singing and laughing at some of the songs. woo. sang till 7 and finally left. haha. and... i was taking 52 home from jurong and was planning to alight one stop after thomson plaza to change bus home. but, i missed the bus stop! so i alighted at the bus stop near inglewood. dont know what came over me, but i suddenly felt like walking home! wanted to cut through bishan park but i managed to stop myself in time. firstly, i didnt really know how to and secondly, it wasn't exactly safe! SO. i walked alllll the way home! man. thought it wasnt a very long way home. and boy, was i right. it wasnt a very long way home. it was a very, very, very long way home. ha! but i feel a sense of achievement. heheh. still can't believe i walked that far. haha.
have pics of islandcreamery and kbox. but am feeling a tad lazy to post them up. probably some other time when i feel like it ;)
tmr: last s&w (wont miss it at all) and last cats lesson (will miss C:IV!). tmr, is also the day i am going to start my flash project.. i can do it!!

cg bbq :)

2006-07-28T10:09:00.001-07:00

some photos..

2006-07-26T04:48:00.000-07:00

saw these two tests on benedict's and jessel's blogs resp. thought it had be fun to do them too :)
these are my test results..

You Are An INFP

The Idealist

You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

What's Your Personality Type?

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

You Are Midnight

You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.

What Time Of Day Are You?

was typing this entry last night when the dreaded message to shut down my laptop appeared. so i had no choice but to force shut down the whole thing. and it happened like what, 5 times ystd alone?
nownow, be nice and don't start all the negative comments on mac. you know, mac is still good. you know it. ;)
so. i was saying.. i havent been blogging much these days. nth much to say.. unless you want me to BORE you with my proj details. and there is this individual proj on flash which i am so scared for because i don't know if i can do it. web designing is not really my thing.. sighh. marketing and medisoc are getting interesting. i look at things differently now. what we see in this world.. is usually not what we get. haha. ohh we finished our locvid filming! this time, filming was much more fun because we went to east coast for some of the scenes! haha. shall post pictures some time. i can't wait for sem break. a break from so many projs! hahah. but who's complaining. i shan't complain. so many DIFFERENT things might be happening at the same time, but still.. i'm not going to be limited by my circumstances. i can do ALL things through Christ who STRENGTHENS me.

2006-07-20T21:30:00.000-07:00

pictures we took during locvid last week! pangpang posted it to us!

glo, me, lav, wenting, genn

1,2,3,4,5. damn act cute.

hahah! hawwt

i like this pic o gloria!

the girls with pangpang!
these are just 6/42 of the pics we took.. ahaha.

2006-07-20T19:04:00.000-07:00

just had locvid camera test.. haha. not too bad i guess.
*h,dfkjgvk,jfgklj.erjfg.kqjkw,rejh (<-- lavanya beside me went mad, hence the rambling)*
GSS is ending! and i wanna go shopping before it does! went heeren with chewy the other day and realised that i need to get more clothes! note, need, not want.. hahaha!
ok. off to make my specs :)

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2006-07-15T06:55:00.000-07:00

cg outing cum kgoon's bday celebration! had a really fun time. went to settlers' cafe at holland v. heard of it before? it's basically a cafe where you can eat and play board games. something different, something interesting. the food is goood too!

playing UNO.

woaahh~!

happy birthday kgoon!

2209 hrs
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2006-07-14T09:50:00.000-07:00

i know my blog is growing cobwebs.. i can tell. haha. seriously i got no idea what skype is for if both parties do not talk but hear one party's fan blowing and the other party's msn keep ringing. ahahah!
"i thank skype for letting me hear your fan blowing into your headset and out from my mic.. and for you to hear my msn ring and ring!" hahaha.
ok. ANW..
today's locvid was fun and relaxed. all we did was experiment with lighting and take pictures. haha. and pangpang also agreed to send the photos to us! thanks mr zero. haha. pangpang is zero in korean which is what pangpang is actually, if you're wondering.
btw.. whoever said that poly is slack should go bang their head against the wall.

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2006-07-07T01:20:00.000-07:00

viewed our class' videos today for locvid. man. i think my group's one was quite.. normal compared to the other groups. haha. oh well. nvm. we got a good script for our final project. we just gotta have good actors.. film well, edit nicely. and mr "pangpang" says it'll be ok. haha. he's so funny. we were showing him our script and he was saying: "this is like some korean drama" (in that funny accent of his) then we were like: "yah.." and he said: "that sucks!" haha.. nah.. he was just kidding.

i cut my hair. hmm. i think it's still alright. not too bad. final exams coming sooon. it's the season to mug!
i AM empowered to do well. so, do well! nope.. webcomm isn't gonna kill me.. neither is marketing.. or any other module for that matter! awesome.

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creamy chicken.

2006-07-05T08:12:00.000-07:00

W302 dinner at pasta mania today.. haha. i ordered creamy chicken and the creaminess was so overwhelming i couldn't finish it. haa. soo.. the sis have new names? na's naster, yan's yanster, qin's qinster and i'm.. tamster??! pls give a round applause to.. YAN for coming up with these names.. so i guess meng has to be mengster then?? haha! sounds like the orang utan in the zoo. you know, ah meng? it IS an orang utan right?? cam-whored a bit.. but my cam's with kgoon now.. so i guess the pics have to wait.. quite silly la, some of them. oh no. i just finished my interview video transcript and we were required to type with double spacing. got so used to it that i keep wanting to type like this.
anw..
weeks are passing so quickly.. time seems to be slipping through our fingers. it's time for things to be done.

cannot sleep.

2006-07-05T03:41:00.000-07:00

it's 3 plus in the morn and i cannot sleep! hahah. i just feel very awake. haha. soo. was playing ard with my photoshop just now and chatting with bman. btw.. my msn is starting to get a bit funny with me.. so if i happened to "ignore" anyone last night.. my apologies.. apparently my msn lagged for dunno how long man. haa.
s&w in a few hours time! :( i hope the ex netball team captain takes us instead.. so it won't be so demanding. :p
nvm.. few more weeks.. and no more s&w!

ooh yea. i feel like cutting my hair. like short (not too short). dont know whether i should! my hair is taking QUITE a long while to grow. see. everytime i decide i'm going to grow my hair long.. i will decide to cut it halfway thru. cos at this length, the hair growing process somehow starts slowing down. i think my mum will be happy to hear that i want to cut my hair though.

ok. im starting to sound a bit bimbotic.

2006-07-04T08:19:00.000-07:00

i wanna scream, i wanna shout, i wanna laugh out loud, i wanna jump! arrr~!!!! ;)

an update finally.

2006-07-03T18:46:00.000-07:00

i haven't been blogging~!! ok. svc on sun was great. a simple topic with an underlying meatiness to it. bs was great as well. i felt really inspired during and after it. it's just amazing, that almost every bs that i go for somehow sparks off sth in me one way or another. ha! met up with na and then took 24 home with her aft that. slept on the bus again. somehow, i seem to ALWAYS fall asleep during bus rides these days. i never even used to CLOSE my eyes when i sat the bus (even for long rides) but now, even when i take the bus for a short distance (alone), i find myself dozing off. what a disgusting habit. arrgh. soo. long day of lectures today.. but i'm beginning to feel more of the drive to study. cos i don't want to be the tail. that sweeps the ground. i wanna be the head.. yea.. so after surviving 8 long hours of lectures (minus off 2 hrs for break time), went for pm! and yes, there SHALL be more people filling the room next week. we'll make it happen. awesome. yeah. if it's gonna be anyone, why not it be us? cg dinner on wed. looking forward :]

life changing..
God, empower me.

[*taMmy*]

how much do you know about me?

2006-07-01T02:05:00.000-07:00

Everyone's making online quizzes about themselves. haha. here's mine!

QUIZ!

[*taMmy*]

tofu with patterns

2006-06-27T01:46:00.000-07:00

i was happily eating my lunch just now.. until i flipped a tofu over and saw this:

eek. i didn't know they've started selling tofu with patterns on them!
[*taMmy*]

2006-06-24T09:58:00.000-07:00

new skin. somehow, this skin makes me feel less publicised. haha. and it somehow feels a little more private. and i think i like that..
[*taMmy*]

2006-06-20T10:05:00.000-07:00

today is 20062006 :)

2006-06-17T03:05:00.000-07:00

tiring but rather fruitful day. my locvid team and i spent what, 5 hours plus or so filming today. ha.. while the process was long, HOT (i even got a tan from today's sun! my arms are already a different skin tone. ha!), and ITCHY (i'm suffering from multiple mosquitoe bites on my legs), it was fun i must admit. i don't know about this.. but are all the crazy rumours about fastfood restaurants true? like.. have you heard of this before: this particular FFR actually serves beef patties with the cows' eyes and waste all missed inside. the thought of the eyeballs crushed into the patties and being chewed on nearly made me throw up. acc. to my friend there is going to be a movie on these FFR horrors coming out soon. so we can then find out WHICH FFR i'm talking about huh. anywayy. if you're bored and like nonsensical (but funny) home-made videos, do check out "the wine kone" on youtube. pls people, it makes more sense than "hard gay".
[*taMmy*]

2006-06-12T20:13:00.000-07:00

guess what! the bauhaus and the logos assingment are finally over! haha. wanted to wake up earlier ystd morning to complete the final touches for bauhaus and the logos but i just could not wake up. haha. in the end, i slept till 10 sth and finally got up. sent the stuff for printing at bras basah complex around 12 plus. the printing for both the bahaus brochure and the logos assignment cost me $21. ??!!!?!! projects cost you money. alot. this is not all. i also had to buy 3 boards to stick the logos on and glue.. someone tell me.. why??! haha. there is no more money left for the GSS! heh heh.
rushed home after printing, stuck the brochure together, stuck the logos on the board, looked at my work and wished all the best for it, and off i went to hand it in. and yes. bauhaus and the logos are history.. for now at least.
after handing my stuff in, went over to the same old room at blk 73 for POS appreciation night! haha. was really good. i miss those trg times and i miss the fellowship too! ha. watched some videos and saw some photos, played this game called "uncle, kopi gui lui" (uncle, coffee how much), got bitten on the head by joy (haha!), had praise and worship, award presentation, food!, and then we sat around taking photos and watching x-men III. then the some of the guys went to the court to play soccer and then some of the flyers suddenly wanted to try basing! haha. so off we went to the court too. i tried basing for the first time in my life! haha. now.. i understand what it feels like. ha! so we went back to 73, cam-whored a bit more, and then some of us left for home while the others went to holland v for coffee. hee.

to think that the universe,
could not withhold Your glory,
You choose to live in me.
i'm so AMAZED.

2006-06-11T06:11:00.000-07:00

haven't updated in a while. haha. have been busy with BAUHAUS. ARGHH. ok. it's done. it's over. for now at least. haha. emerge came and went and it was just simply amazing. now it's time to put to good use what we've learnt. emerge now! np "resurrected" from the last position to become to sixth on the last night. haha! the np cluster sat together on the last night and all of us cheered like madness whenever our school was mentioned. haha. was great fun and one could really sense the atmosphere of unity around us. hehh.
and now, it's back to business! no more staying back in school after lessons.. haha. felt a little weird at the beginning i must admit. wells. it's time to hit the books!
[*taMmy*]

2006-05-31T13:40:00.000-07:00

15 hours! not only does emerge start in around 15 hours, it is also the final showdone for POS! it's been a long journey since we started practising early this year. all of us have gone so far! and i have absolutely no regrets in joining pos. really we've gone through so much to get this far and i'm sure we'll continue to go even further beyond our limitations later on during the final POS performance. oh myy. it's gonna be so good. NP's gonna rock the house. and emerge is tomorrowww~! excitement excitement excitement!! when our performance for 2006 ends i'm definitely gonna miss all the late night practises, all the fellowship among one another, all the challenges thrown at us and definitely every single one of the pos people! ha! anw, all of our stunts will go up ltr on. it WILL. it WILL! amen!
btw. it's 4.50am right now and i'm still awake. well, trying very hard to be actually. cos my marketing team is bunking at my house right now trying to complete our project assignments. i am SO tired. but well. we gotta finish this. my bed is calling out soooo loudly for me!!
[*taMmy*]

2006-05-23T08:57:00.000-07:00

:'( my WHITE ibook is getting GREY. :(( the touch pad is layered with this sheen of GREY. that one i can clean off. and even my keyboards are getting a little dirty. haha. what do u expect man. i use msn on my ibook everyday. sadsad. anw. now when i look at the mac bookpro, i find it so much more professional looking. and even if it gets a little dirty it wont be so obvious. it is also slimmer! haha. but nvm. ibook is still nice :)
SO. had marketing quiz today. was alright! haha. i reached home late last night from pos and did my media update report till rather late. ha. and it went ok! haha thank God. and the quiz. didnt really manage to finish studying for it. but it was ok! went better than i had expected. :))
doing filming tomorrow! ooh. finally sth fun in school. haha.
[*taMmy*]
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2006-05-19T09:32:00.000-07:00

Got this off Meng's blog!

4 necessities you carry out with you
1. handphone (most impt)
2. wallet (with money inside)
3. house keys
4. thats's about it

4 places you wish to travel to
1. Paris!
2. London!
3. Tokyo
4. Seoul

4 things that irritate you
1. er
2. er
3. er
4. when people are just plain irritating? can't think of a specific answer..

4 least favourite colours
1.
2.
3.
3.

4 things you wish to do before you die
1. for all my wishes to come true!
2. earn lotsa moolah
3. make it big!
4. say bye to my loved ones

4 vehicles you wish to own
1. volkswagen beetle (however way it's spelt)
2. vintage cars
3.
4.

4 pets you ever reared
1. hamsters
2. terrapins
3. fish
4. *and i want a puppy!

4 fav snacks
1. potato chips!
2. ben & jerry's! (mmmm~)
3. i used to feast alot on sweets. haha.
4. and i still do. not as much though.

4 things you wish you could do
1. grow taller- quick!
2. make my hair grow FASTER and LONGER
3. sleep for over 8 hours straight. haha. since when has that happened??
4. get a dog! haha.

2006-05-17T07:10:00.000-07:00

i really flewww today! hahaha. learnt basket toss and low touch today. ohh man. thank God nothing untoward happened to me. was actually feeling very nervous before going up.. but it turned out well :) albert got some magnum force people to come down to help us out. man, are they good or what?! haha. anw.. was really nice for them to come down and help us.. since they had no connections with us at all except through albert. so.. yea. flyyy~! haha.
my stunts team! taken during 2nd preveiw last sunday:
WE'RE THE STRONGEST STUNTS TEAM AROUND AND WE'LL KEEP IT THAT WAY! YEAA!
[*taMmy*]

2006-05-17T01:20:00.000-07:00

has been more than a week since i updated! days have come and days have passed. more projects are piling up. and it's just the beginning for everything. it's not gonna end! haha. havent got much to say. am just bored of coming in here and seeing the same old post. haha. pos is coming! yea man, the FINAL SHOWDOWN is here people!
[*taMmy*]
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2006-05-05T17:05:00.000-07:00

haven't updated for quite a while! uhm well. i don't have much to say anyway. haha. too many days have passed by alr and i don't know what to blog about anymore. ok, have been busy with pos these days.. have been having so many practises. well i just know, we ARE gonna make it yea! haha. had a cg lunch with some cg members on wed at sakae and it turned into a what, crazy laughing session? haha. i love laughing. i think it's therapeutic. hahaha. ok, gtg bathe and read my textbooks! (i got nothing else to study!!) more interesting stuff coming up..
[*taMmy*]
P.S.: TIME: 1055hrs DATE: 06/05/06 (SAT)

2006-05-01T01:27:00.000-07:00

something freaky happened to me today. was on the way to cityhall to meet the np pos people to discuss our orientation night. i was feeling quite nauseous since i woke up, but it seemed to got worse when i boarded the train. so as the train left orchard, i started feeling extremely giddy. in a few seconds, i started blacking out. it's like i suddenly couldn't seem to hear anything and my vision was extremely blurred. i was really trying hard not to faint loh. i felt as though i was swaying violently and really fought the urge not to squat in front of so many people. thank God the train arrived at somerset quite soon and with my limited vision, i managed to make out the pole and the train doors and quickly alighted. sat for a moment to recover and realised i had broken out in cold sweat. literally. it was super scary. i have NO idea why what happened to me happened. whew. thank God He's kept me safe till now. i still feel rather giddy though. omg what's happening to me?! alright. so went to discuss with them about the orientation night. which is for chc np people.. to gather and to fellowship.. to let one another know that we exist.. haha.. left early and went down to orchard to get a birthday present for my bro! haha. am going to eat some Japanese dinner later on to celebrate for him. can't wait.. POS' first preview ystd! haha.. i guess we weren't all THAT bad compared to some of the other schools :p but still we need to improve like ALOT. hehh.
[*taMmy*]

2006-04-30T08:39:00.000-07:00

last saturday cg ystd.. sis yvonne took us as bro ken had exams in the afternoon.. was a great last cgm and i enjoyed it thoroughly. could really feel the atmosphere during praise and worship :) celebrated isaac's and meng's bday during refeshments! hahaha.. was just amazing. am sure that they've been very blessed. haha! went to taman jurong for our "last supper" after cell and had a great time of photo taking there. haha.. here are SOME!
may the unity of the sisters prevail! (yuna, me, meng, huiqin, yan)

let's all imitate yuna's expression!

some of the brothers..

W302!

[*taMmy*]

2006-04-27T22:03:00.000-07:00

had video location production tutorial today! our lecturer is sooo funny. haha. he's a korean and he has this really hilarious laughter. as in like his laughter makes you LAUGH. so.. we learnt the different angles of taking pics and filming and the amount of space to leave and all that.. was really interesting. and we watched a couple of music videos and movies.. of course just snippets of them. and then he let us off at 0930! woah. that's like one and a half hrs before the actual dismissal time. haha. went to j8 to collect a funkyb shirt for weiyan and the bought some stuff and here am i, home! woahh.. i love fridays, they're my shortest days. and the module for that day is so super slack. at least for TODAY it was. we just sat in these huge soft swivel chairs and listened to the lecturer talk.. haha. wow.. talk about total comfort man. tmr's the last time w302 is having cg on sat! am gonna miss having cg on sat.. haha. we'll be switching over to friday nights.. hmmm. must really pray that my parents will be alright with me coming home late. pos' first preview this sunday at expo! we won't be doing stunts though, just dance cheer and dance. cos we haven't practised enough for stunts and tt's something not to trifle with. alriiight. am bored of blogging. till ltrs!
**the timing on blogger doesn't work on my mac.. so do the fonts. am not sure why. anw, the time now is: 1304hrs
[*taMmy*]

2006-04-26T00:51:00.000-07:00

so school started on monday. hmmm. i still feel weird. i mean, it does feel like i'm going to school.. but to a certain extent, it feels as though i'm going for this day-course-camp kinda thing. NP feels really like a city of its own or something cos there're so many people around, there are cars and pedestrian crossings, there are co-op shops, 5 canteens which look like mini foodcourts, random stalls here and there which sell those daily uses. it feels as if u can practically LIVE there. haha. so.. for this semester i'm doing Media in Society, which is rather interesting, marketing communication, which is also rather interesting, graphic comm, which i do not really know what it is about cos i havent had a proper lecture/tutorial on it yet, video location production, which would require us to do some filming for a proj! cool. and i'm also doing Creativity and Applied Thinking skills. which is very fun and cool. hmmm. school's alright, and i think my class is alright. although there are still people i haven't spoken a word to before. haha. but you can tell that MOST of them do not put up an act and try to be someone they're not. i just find that extremely irritating. since i don't know everyone well yet, i can't judge yet- and who am i to judge anyway? but from what i see, i think most of them are rather nice people. it just shows that being in mcm doesn't mean you have to be arrogant, bitchy or TOO extreme. of course, mcm students ARE already different without even having to try. haha. *smug*
so anyway, i like my lecturers! they're all so witty and they can crack a joke over almost anything. it's just different when they crack some joke. like if this particular somone says a joke, it might seem dry or super unfunny. but if the lecturers say the same joke, it can sound super witty and funny. i don't understand why. maybe it's the way some of their faces twitch alittle when they say a joke. haha. sometimes, it might even sound lame, but when it comes out of their mouths, it would seem like the best joke around. haha. alright, a bit of exaggerration over here. but ya you get the idea. had prayer meeting ystd at JW church. was great! really enjoyed it. and my back started hurting during worship but i was like you gotta endure man.. prayer mtgs are a good time to train up your diaghram though, i must say. haha. that's about it. bye all. oh ya and it's so embarrassing to have the name Tammy sometimes. urgh. WHY did those reporters have to give her that name? i hope that stupid video thing would die down quick. seriously it's considered quite passe already la. hah..
[*taMmy*]

2006-04-22T09:45:00.000-07:00

someone said that i could blog in 5 mins. i did it in like 1 min? haha. wtvr.. this is so random.
[*taMmy*]

2006-04-21T04:47:00.000-07:00

went for fms orientation today. wasn't as bad as i'd thought it would be. i guess i shouldn't be so pessimistic and judgemental about the whole thing. afterall, i've always wanted to do this and God has placed me there. or maybe i just havent seen the down side of it yet. haha! whatever it is, i've made a group of friends alr! and we're gonna meet up on the first day to go for lectures together. haha. that's good. life shouldn't be too lonely. i guess my class is alright. but we didn't get a chance to really break the ice and get to know one another because we are so cool our orientation is only ONE day. haha. so.. they showed us this video greeting from the principal and then rolled a video made by the fms lecturers introducing themselves. was quite cool i must say. then we had a lunch break and then went to "register" our finger prints for some fms security reasons or something. haha. then we went to fill in some forms and then CCA feista! saw vanessa and tabitha at the campus crusade booth. so i just signed up for that. think quite a no. of pos pple signed up for it as well. then.. me, yuna, huimin, alicia, yisong and ben ( huimin, yisong, ben and i are ALL ex-MI students! saw quite a no. of MI students. haha!) skipped telematch and went down to cine for lunch. had a GREAT crapping session there! cos they were talking about this afro haired guy from fsv then yisong was just making fun of his hair and what it could store. haha. decided to go window shopping but then ended up going to starbucks for another session of solid crapping. haha, everyone was asking those super lame questions there.. crapped until 6 plus then we left.. POS' first preview 30th april! so exciting! haha.
[*taMmy*]

2006-04-20T10:24:00.000-07:00

i realise i got quite a number of things to complete.. one of which is to call my beloved reetha. reetha if you're reading this, no, i'm not dead yet, but be prepared to listen to my sob story when i finally DO call you. hehe. and yes, you can have my head for whatever trophy you were talking about! arrr. REETHA! i'm not an ungrateful and.. and whatever person.. but oh well.. haha, you'll hear from me soon!
POS yesterday was short. yuna and i met adrian before that at j8. he MADE us go with him to get a Funky B shirt for his cg member's bday. haha. then we ate kfc and then took a bus down to clementi. stupid adrian. he told me EVERYTHING about what basket toss is like and how people get badly injured doing that. i am so traumatised now that i even dreamt of myself falling with a great big thud on my back last night. i was like going to fall asleep already and then suddenly i see myself falling hard on my back. totally freaked out. we had a prayer meeting before POS started and then we practised for an hour or so? and then some of us went to King Albert Park's Macs for a great time of fellowship. on tues we had stunts! omg. a total eyeopener man. peishan got this ex vice pres of magnum force to help us and in less than 3 hours, we learnt the art and importance of locking our whole body, 3 stunts, some arm motion. surprisingly, no one fell. as far as i know la. i think if you really lock your body when you're up there, you won't fall. of course the bases have to hold you properly also la. haha. but my bases are the strongest! haha!
school is starting!!! tmr is orientation.. everyone is telling me to guard my heart esp since i'm going to mcm. i'm quite nervous about the people actually but i guess i'm just gonna rely on Him to see me through :)
[*taMmy*]

2006-04-15T23:47:00.000-07:00

easter service today was really.. one word: great. God's presence was just so extremely strong! and the drama team, they're just so anointed man. the drama was so touching i couldn't help but keep tearing. where can you ever find that sort of amazing love? only in God..
after svc, w302 went down to cityhall for dinner at BK. had great fun! :] took some pics at tanah merah mrt.. but i'm too lazy to post them up. :p
as we were leaving, meng, yuna and i went to this adidas shop and the jackets there are so cool! hinthint. my birthday is in around 9 months time :) haha, i know.. that's almost like eternity away..
[*taMmy*]

2006-04-15T10:48:00.000-07:00

wow, how honoured. got people ask me to update you know? haha! well anw, yesterday was an.. eventful day. REALLY REALLY eventful. haha, i'll skip part of that anw. and i got into semi-finals for spelling bee! i really gotta thank God man. cos only ard 40 people made it thru for tertiary level! before the competition actually started, i was praying really fervently in my mind and PHEW, God brought it to pass! am soooo happy :) see there is power in confession! the quarter finals went like this: each candidate were given 2 words to spell. spell the 2 correctly, and you immediately secure a place in the semi-finals. spell only 1 word correctly and you get to go again when everyone finishes. spell nothing correctly and you're out of the entire competition. yea. so my words were "decaffeinated" and "diphthong". when i first spelt decaffeinated, the person testing me didn't hear me right and said: "that's incorrect." my blood nearly froze. i just stared at her and thought: i spelt correctly what.. and then maybe she heard the other candidates at the back mumbling so she said:"actually could you spell that again more slowly? i didn't quite catch it." double PHEW. so i spelt it for her again and turned out she'd missed my "i" previously. then the next word was "diphthong" and i was like THANK God man in my mind. cos i was rather familiar with that word.. had w302 outing at night! ate at suntec and then went to watch a movie.. Eight Below! it was a great movie. very heart warming. yea and the dogs are SO cute. not to mention extremely intelligent too. yea! today's the first 2 easter services! i'm sure it's going to be great! it's harvest time people! :)
[*taMmy*]

2006-04-11T18:24:00.000-07:00

had POS on mon and tues. sis agnes and peishan came down to speak to us and peishan was saying that this year, we do not aim to win, but really, we want to be united and more importantly, we aim to grow up spiritually this year. then we prayed and sang a woship song.. it was like a CGM.. haha. and right now, some of them are trying to propose for an official club for chc NP students.. wow. that'd be great man. and she was saying that POS shouldn't be a one off event and that after emerge ends everyone go their separate ways but the unity should go one. yea. learnt the hiphop dance ystd! it's nice.. quite cool.. so right now, we've learnt all the dances alrdy.. just that a song hasn't be chosen and stunts team have to wait for the "go-ahead" before we start practising stunt again. and the first row got like A LOT of squating downs for dance laaa!!! today i woke up and i thought i was paralysed waist down. hahaha.. no la, not so bad, but my thigh muscles are quite achy now. 2 weeks to first preview!! that is fast man. and school is reopening very very SOON. am i ready? not quite. how do i even get ready for it?? there're no books to buy, no uniforms to alter.. haha. well, i need to get more clothes definitely :) ok.. i'm starving.. off to eat my breakfast :)
[*taMmy*]

2006-04-09T04:11:00.000-07:00

serving day today! took care of baby denzel (not sure how to spell her name).. she's very cute! very guai also.. didn't cry at all until towards the end when she was feeling sleepy.. saw baby zhenjie today! ahh! he's sooooo cute! love him so much. hahahaha.. he was wearing this white long sleeve shirt with a golden dragon on it and white pants. looked SO cute in it! hope i can take care of him next week. haha :) anw, i'm biased, i think zhenjie is like one of the cutest babies in N3. haha. must take picture with him one of these days. to declare his cuteness. haha. after svc, ate with them, then had bs.. then went j8 with yuna. seems like each time we go j8 we'll have a good talk one. ha. like the other time. enjoyed talking to her about some stuff. yea. :) am studying for spelling bee comp! it's on friday. arr. 5 more days. but PTL, i got a great idea of how to give myself spelling! recording my voice and then playing it. haaa. POS tmr! and my muscle aches just recovered in time :)
[*taMmy*]

2006-04-06T05:57:00.000-07:00

my notebook is cool, but it's so different from windows so i'm still getting used to it. sigh. and i'm trying to download MSN messenger. ok, maybe it's just me, but i just can't seem to get it working!! argh. frustrated. alrights. about the past few days...... nothing much happened.. had pos training.. which has made my body ache ALL over and i mean ALL over. i'm like 40 something kg (i'm not going to say what exactly) so i don't understand why i was asked to be a flyer. but nontheless.......
so yes, i tried flying (not literally, ya. but the cheerleading way. WHATEVER way that is LA.) which is.. scary when you first do it. with no prior experience whatsoever. but when you get the hang of it and if the bases are good enough (haha.) you'll do just fine. so anw, POS is part of CHC's emerge conference, which is a youth-targeted conference in CHC. it happens every year in June and POS, which stands for Parade of Schools is like some cheerleading competition. Primary and secondary schools will come together under north south east and west clusters, JCs too i think, then polys, ites and unis are under the tertiary cluster BUT will still compete amongst the tertiary schools. :)
yeooowww. after tues, i now can't even reach behind to scratch my back cos my arms will HURT like anything! hahaha! but who's complaining?? i'm not. this is a good time to get some real exercise and get fitter. hahaha. pos is fun, please don't get the wrong idea. it's a good way to meet people in your school who come from the same church and i've also found someone i know from church thru pos who is in masscomm in NP as well! haha! thank God man! :)
ohwells. off i go to watch teeveee.
[*taMmy*]

2006-04-06T02:13:00.000-07:00

oh gosh this feels good. have not been onine for ages! haha. and this is also my first entry typed on my brand new Mac iBook! haha. just went to collect it today at cine and sat for this extremely LONG but interesting class. my NB is COOL. :)
anws, haha.. short post for now.. wanna go explore my nb. but one bad thing is that the words on the screen is super super small. cos it's 12". but still readable. :)
[*taMmy*]

2006-03-31T09:55:00.000-08:00

i went to JB yesterday. was fun. so much better than i'd expected. actually all we did was eat and shop. so we met my aunt and unc's relatives there and they brought us around. first we ate brunch at this supposedly famous fishball shop and then they brought us to JUSCO!! omg. as first when they told me, that name sorta rang a bell in me. then my aunt said sth like that shopping centre came from Japan.. and i immediately got so excited! i went there when i was in Hokkaido as well! and it was HUGE. the one in jb opened a few mths ago and it's equally huge. the setting the everything is so similar to the one i saw in japan. haha, made me such a happy girl :)
and yes, the things there IS cheaper than in Sg. most of them anw. i wanna go there again.. and spend the whole day there this time. haha. i think i nearly scared the living daylights out of my mum though cos i was sorta hinting to her that i could take a bus and enter in Msia and then take a cab to Jusco myself. hahah. these were her exact words:"you better not try it." my aunt worse la, she said: "i'll only let you do that after you're married." then i said: "then i'm getting married tomorrow." hahah.
weeell, i really think it's not very difficult to get into m'sia on your own.. but of course it won't be very safe.
going to Sg fashion Festival ltr tonight! omg. i nearly forgot to charge my cam batt!
[*taMmy*]

2006-03-29T17:05:00.000-08:00

about yesterday!
went for POS trg with Yuna, and we were late again. :p left early cos of auditions. met weiyan and ruixiang at buona vista and then we took a cab to the audition place. which is actually in a terrace house-made-office kinda thing. auditions were good i guess. the person filiming me said "good" and "great" so i'm hoping for the best! my audition role is "nice looking girl" and basically my lines were:"I bought already.", "What?", "Is this some sort of time share thing?" and "What?!". Hahahaha.. oh i was practically robbed ystd. cos i took a cab down from jurong west to buona vista and guess how much that cost?? TEN freaking DOLLARS! oh and 50 cents. jurong to buona vista by mrt is not far so i thought if i took a cab it would be faster- and cheap too. sighh. my heart was practically beating as fast as the meter in the cab was jumping. oh ya. auditions were not as scary as i thought it had be. it was a very simple affair. after auditions we lingered ard outside the house for like i-dunno-how-long taking videos and pictures.. some of which for.. *ahem*. secret. can't say. haha.
pictures time!

Weiyan and me in the audition room. i'm helping yan act cute. haha. [don't know why so blur either]

Ruixiang, Weiyan, me (audition room)

me and yan outside the house

yan and ruixiang. haha! act cool..

me! with yan's green puma bag. like it! yeaa.. i know the resolutions of these pics suck like anything. it became like that when i shrunk them from the normal size. today.. went for lunch at the chi. swimming club with my parents and grandma. then they dropped me off at payar lebar mrt and i went down to bugis to shop! wahaha. the earrings there are SO cheap. yay! i'm going to SFF on fri! so tmr won't be so rush cos my family will be going to JB. s.h.o.p.p.i.n.g. :)

2006-03-27T19:06:00.000-08:00

i got the relief teaching job today!! someone from the school office called me this morn at 7.50, waking me up from my deep slumber (haha!). BUT.. i couldn't go.. rejected them. cos there was POS training today! which was rather.. fun i guess. only got 23 people la. i thought there was going to be like hundreds of pple. anw, we learnt a dance-cheer today. is quite nice. yuna and i went together and we were late loh. cos we sat the bus from the wrong direction and had a hard time finding the room. wahaha. then on the way home we sat the bus from the wrong direction again and ended up being locked up in the bus. cos the driver drove to the place where they park their buses (i don't know what's tt called) and he didn't even check if there were still passengers on the upper deck and he locked us and 2 other girls in the bus! argh!
ya.. it's a miracle i'm finally home. haha. and i drank two servings of bubble tea today! i'm falling in love with it all over again. haha. i'm going to audition for "my sassy neighbour" tmr. i still can't believe i'm gonna do this. at least there'll be weiyan and ruixiang there. i think i'll just freak out in front of so many people la. nvm, i shall exercise some FAITH and COURAGE. :)
[*taMmy*]

2006-03-26T18:42:00.000-08:00

went shopping at expo's metro sale aft service today with meng, qin and yuna. meng bought 3 pairs of shoes! 2 for herself la. i bought a pair of brown pumps. 2nd time serving at nursery today. was good :) babies there are cute but can be quite difficult to handle when they start getting restless and moody. my 2 faves so far are zhenjie and joash. zhenjie's sooo cute! esp when he laughs and pounds his chest. except he can't really laugh la, cos he's only a little more than 12 months old. he just sorts of smiles widely and make that happy sound babies make. it's so cute you just wanna hug him and make him urs! haha. joash's rather obedient. quite smiley too. i like smiley babies! :) ytd's cg was great! refreshment was wonderful as well. one of the most satifying ones yet. guitar test before cg went rather well too :) and i nearly left my guit in the cab. actually i did. cos aft cg, yuna, charlottle, ruixiang and i took a cab down to cityhall. rx was going to suntec and he dropped us at cityhall. yn, char and i alighted and i suddenly realised tt i left my guit at the boot of the cab. luckily rx managed to get it back. horror of all horrors: he had actually forgotten abt it too and only rmb aft he alighted. thank God he managed to stop the cab uncle before he drove off! omg. THANK GOD. i was praying really hard man. feel so bad, made him carry the guit all around. oh and he got tix to Sg fashion festival. char's gg. i wanna gooo! but i'm gg JB on tt day :(. hope all work out well. haha. am very very very tired today. after serving today, met up with the rest, went shopping at the metro sale, then went our separate ways. went for lunch at j8 with yuna. had a good talk there, huh? :) then we went to amk library.. yea. i'm super tired. not because i did alot of enery-consuming things or that i don't have enough sleep (actually i don't), but.. yea, my body's quite tired. but i'm determined not to have a nap. i don't really like the feeling of waking up after a afternoon nap. it just feels weird. like you're really groggy or sth. this entry probably sounds weird. it's quite random and choppy.
alriiiite. bye pp.
[*taMmy*]

2006-03-23T11:47:00.000-08:00

sisters outing later at Funan's sakae! hope that it'll be a total blast and that all of us will really be able to let loose and enjoy ourselves to the fullest :)
anw, i finally got about to putting up the pics here. here they are, at last, Szeming!

Adeline, Carina, Szeming

Shannon, Diana, Me

screen-shots! Adel, SM, me totally candid!

*this one not taken on tt day.
haha, that's about it. didn't take many photos that day..
bye pple.
[*taMmy*]
btw, i like the new blogskin :]

2006-03-17T16:30:00.000-08:00

went out with them yesterday. was fun. as usual. sooo. we watched nanny mcphee. very heart warming show. and simon is so cute. haha. you just know that he's going to grow up to be very goodlooking. anw, he's just ard 8 or 9 now. and he already has those nice sharp features. and evangeline is very pretty. no, not one of those kids. she's the scullery maid turned Lady's goddaughter. yes, a grown woman. so anw. i still have like alot of words to learn for the spelling bee comp this sun. b-y-e.
[*taMmy*]

2006-03-15T17:50:00.000-08:00

today is a special day! it's.. NANNY MCPHEE day! ok, that sounds a bit lame, but still, it's nanny mcphee day, it's OUR day. btw, i don't know how we got about naming today as nanny mcphee day. maybe cos we're going to watch that today. haha. i'm so looking forward to meeting them! but sadly, kanchana, darshini and lynette can't make it. :( i'm thinking of making a blog for us! then we can upload photos, and update one another about ourselves. that way we can definitely keep in touch. so afraid we'd lose contact with one another. okayy! till laters! i'm quite high from excitement now. i might start not making sense.. so bye!
[*taMmy*]

2006-03-11T08:14:00.000-08:00

guess where i went yesterday? shopping! with ghislaine at heeren and wisma. bought: 2 t-shirts from fleshimp, a black shorts from Wh, and a wallet from surfbabe.. going for GB camp ltrs! just a teeny weeny bit don't feel like going.. cos we have to take part in all the games?? and wayang nite?? and sleep with the rest?? haii. and i'm going late today cos i got cg and leaving in the morn till atfnn on sun cos i got church. but the plus point is that acc. to viven, we get to sleep on the parade ground. hahah. alrights. byee. see ya on monday- with a load of pics.
[*taMmy*]

2006-03-09T00:48:00.000-08:00

i hope phs calls me soon. actually i'm hoping that anderson prim calls me first instead. to say the truth, i'd rather be a RT at somewhere where the students are more.. gullible.. and are more obedient la. it just feels weird being an RT to students the same age/one-four yrs younger than you. firstly, i don't look anywhere near fierce. students definitely would NOT take me seriously. secondly, i'm short. would you really find it easy to respect someone shorter/the same height as you? doubt it. that's why i'm really hoping that aps will call me first :p
AND, younger kids are so much more adorable than angry rebellious teenagers. ugh. plus, the canteen in aps is super nice.. it's called a cafe acc. to chenning. and it's really set like a cafe.. and the stalls have really cute names like "sun rice" and "crescent pot".. you get the idea.. however working at phs definitely has its perks. well, cos firstly it's my sec sch. and i would know my juniors and teachers and all. i know the way around.. i feel at home there.. yeaaa. WELL whatever it is, just let me get the job- any job soon.
P.S. i can't wait for 15 march! miss them all soooo much!
[*taMmy*]

2006-03-08T09:41:00.000-08:00

how long has it been since i've went on a SHOPPING SPREE???! a LOOONG time. when i say shopping spree, i really mean walking around and shopping for like 4, 5 hours.. and ending up with a gazillion shopping bags. THAT is a shopping spree. i went on a mini mini shopping "spree" on my own at cine and heeren ytd and bought 3 earrings and a top. not much of shopping at all. SO! i'm going shopping with viven at bugis today! hahah. goshh. i can never get enough of clothes and accessories! went to MOE with viven ytd to apply for relief teaching [stop laughing] but they just made us do it online loh. so it was nothing special. haha. Delirious?'s "mission bell" cd is great!
[*taMmy*]

2006-03-06T21:31:00.000-08:00

this post is abit outdated.. but i was actually planning to post it last sat 3rd mar..
friday was the last day in MI. i miss all my friends. fri was funny.. anw. ghis called me at like 6 sth am to tell me that posting results were out. i was obviously still sleeping [cos i had decided to go to sch aft checking results which i thought only came out at 8am] so anw, i woke up as she hung up and saw her sms that results were out.. i was quite shocked la. that totally jolted me awake. so i got out of bed and immediately went online to check. i was practically shivering la! cos the aircon was super cold and i was quite excited. and i was SO happy when i found out i got into ngeeann mass comm that i nearly cried in joy! then my dad gave carina and reetha a lift to sch [sorry diana! think i forgot to tell u that i was coming late that day!!] sOoo.. we arrived at mi for the last time and realised that practically the whole pae batch was pon-ing lessons. haha. sat around in the canteen for like 5mins and then szeming and i went to swap uniforms. and she fell in love with the PHS uniform. i wore the SAC uniform which made me look so goody-goody! ugh! but still, the uniform was nice :)
then we decided to go macs to eat and left.. the guard damn nice la, he told us to leave by the front gate.. so funny.. he's always helping people skip sch one loh! so when we reached the bus stop we decided to go cine instead. there lynette and i swapped uniforms and she ended up wearing SAC uniform and i wore CHIJ KC uniform.. dumped our bags at kobayashi and started taking many many photos while waiting for the shop to officially open. we were practically abusing the place loh.. then we went over next door to this korean shop called dodo or sth and just checked out the make-up stuff and then we bought this blue $1 drink [which ghis says looks like detergent]. then we returned to koba and ate.. walked ard after that.. then lynette, adeline and szeming left to meet lynette's friends.. it was so sad to see them go loh.. it was just a 2months friendship but......... then carina and i walked ard heeren and then we had to leave to meet our individual friends.. like carina said, it's difficult to say goodbye.. how true. but we sorta made a pact. that we'll meet at least once a month. i hope we keep that promise. though it's not going to be easy surely.
went to potong pasir to meet ghis, ml, eliane and jocelyn. took an mrt back to PHS for GB camp meeting. after that went j8 to get dinner with ghis then went home. ok, this post very random. cos i'm quite distracted by tv now. haha. i've been typing this since forever anw.
[*taMmy*]

2006-03-02T13:16:00.000-08:00

edited:[6.45am] O lvl posting results out! i got in to NP mass comm! im sooo happy! Praise the Lord!! :)) thaks ghis! for calling me so early to tell me to check!
ok. i know i'm going to really really miss my MI friends. namely: Diana, Szeming, Carina, Reetha, Darshini, Adeline, Kanchana, Shannon. they are the ones that make me laugh and enjoy every minute of school life.. even during boring lectures and tutorials.. so.. here's a tribute to you guys!
Firstly, i really want to thank alllll of you for making life so full of joy and laughter.. being around you guys was never stressful and i could really open up and be myself. well, i don't know why is it that we manage to click so well, but i'm sure it must be something good. :) i'll always remember the times we spent in the canteen, library and the thinking cove, which sort of became our most recent hang-out place! there, we faded into our own world, with only the few of us around, and we talked about anything and everything there is ever to talk about. all the times we pon-ed lessons and school together really bonded us together i guess! sometimes, i would find myself feeling quite amazed at how we all managed to be good friends in such a short period of 2 months. really, being with you guys, i really feel i've known you people all my life....
Diana:
i love you babe!! you've always come across as very street-smart, and i guess that's a very good quality to have :) you have such great attitude towards people.. you are slow to judge others and you reason things out nicely. and you make sense when you do that too! :) it's great to have you around, because you're just so nice and understanding. it's been great sitting the same bus home and all.. wanting so much to pon the same lessons (maths!!), taking silly photos.. and alooot of them.. ohh you're just grreat! iloveyouloveyouloveyou foreverrrr!! :)
Szeming:
yo mafia no.2! i'll always remember the person who gave me that horrible name MAFIA. and that person is YOU. well, being the nice person that i am, i of course will remember you in a good way :) ok, szeming, you're a really nice girl, though sometimes your chorlor-ness speak otherwise. you're always so hyped, so ready for fun.. you're quite an energizer really. well, i used to think you were quite dao when i first met you ok!! haha. this is sth i nvr confessed to you. but as i got to know you better, i realised that you're actually so crappy and fun to be with! people, don't see her exterior so shu-nu, so guai.. she's actually very chor lor one k! hahaha.. k la, k la, it's not that bad. well sm, i really will remember the times we spent together in MI.. and you better keep in touch with me.. or i'll send my gang to hound you. HAHA!
Carina:
heyy gorgeous!! i thought this girl was reaaalll friendly (and naive!) and i first met her. naive because she actually believed someone was called princess. gosh. well, i guess she was just being nice la, hor? yup. she's a friendly girl. and soooooo crazy sometimes. what's with the charlie thing and trying to catch mosquitoes when there were none ard at all??!! anw, this girl is loaded la, though she wouldn't admit it. btw, have i mentioned that she's super cute?? i wanna pinch her cheeks each time i see her. and stop ponning lessons le! going jc still like that! hahahah.. she's great, she's cool.. she's carina.. oh and yes.. you are GORGEOUS, ok!
Reetha:
hey granny! she was one of the first friends that i made in MI and i once called her gandmother in tamil without realising! well, thanks for introducing me to the world of tamil and teaching me to write my first word in tamil- my name! i'll always remember.. you.. you are weird la.. one second so ON abt going for lessons, and the next second, you're ponning school! haiii. and, oh, want to cure your depression? go to reetha. her jokes are so slapstick, you wanna slap her. hahaha. kidding! i love you all the same, atha. this is one other great gal. she really loves people! rock on for Christ! :) and you have to go out with us one day!
Darshini:
hey drama mama! i don't know, but when darsh starts passionately talking about something, her hands fly everywhere and her expression changes every second. anw, darsh is a nice girl.. easy going and all.. nvr hung out as much.. cos she stopped coming after O's results. and only came on the 2nd last day of school.. all the same, i had really enjoyable times with you.. and you were sooo funny when you said:"ey! stop it la!" to sm and me. though i can't remember why you said that! and i know you love shopping rite? that settles it. we shall ALL go shopping one day. diretacadamingkan!
Adeline:
my sec school classmate! was never really close to you at all until in MI! esp during the latter days there. haha.. nvr knew we could click so well and actually have similar taste for clothes, accessories and bags! well, adeline is such a sweeet girl! i've never seen her lost her temper like veryyy bad before. and she's so nice to everyone.. helping pple buy drinks and stuff without complaining like the rest of us.. hahah! i don't think we can go shopping together.. we'll end up buying all the same stuff! hahaa! love ya!
Kanchana:
kanch kanch crunch crunch! knew you through darsh, i remember.. another shopping freak! i love your lashes you know?? they're sooo naturally curled! well, i like reet's ones too, but they're sooo long i think they'll touch my eyebrows. so i think i'll still settle for yours. wanna give them to me? haha! kanch always seems to be teased by us, i don't know why! i thought you kinda looked fierce but you're so NOT fierce! you're so innocent and lovely and all..! remember.. it's ace, king, queen, jack, 10, 9, 8, 7,......1. remember?? good. hee! :)
Shannon:
hi dear! never hung out with you much.. only towards the end of 1st 3 months did we start hanging out alot in the thinking cove. and all you ever did was try to freak me and diana out huh? ok, i know you don't mean it.. haha.. well, her entertainment is really good, but you'll have to hang on to her every word cos shespeakslikeamachinegun. oh, and don't be naggy when you grow up k! gosh. this girl can repeat the same "story" to different people without feeling sian.. oh.. and you draw really well :) go out together one day k! don't forget our promise.. miss ya!!
well. just wanna tell all of you: i'm missing you people already, and these memories will stay with me forever.. it doesn't feel like 2months with you guys.. it feels like a whole lifetime..! i'll rmb the times we just sat together and crapped, the times we went out and all the neoprints that we took, the time we played cards in the library...
even when we are adults, i hope we'll still be in contact with one another!
ILOVEYOU!

2006-03-01T20:38:00.000-08:00

Got this from my friendster bulletin.

SIX THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
1. computer
2. desk
3. bed
4. wardrobe
5. radio
6. cactus
SIX THINGS YOU SAY MOST:
1. why??
2. huh, but why??
3. hahaha
4. really~
5. lame laa!
6.
SIX THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. God
2. family
3. true friends
4. trust
5. love from loved ones
6.
SIX OTHER THINGS:Do You/have you:
1. Believe in God? yes
2. Had a dream come true? yes
3. Read the newspaper? yes
4. Play an instrument? yes
5. Have a job? no :(
6. Attend church? yes
Have you ever:
1. Gone skinny dipping? i almost did! but, no.
2. Had surgery? yes. but a minor one.
3. Swam in the dark? yes! quite scary k. esp when the water is green.
4. Been to a Bonfire? made one! a mini one la. my bro and cousins made them
5. Ran away from home? no
6. Played strip poker? no
SIX THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS:Have you...
1. cried? nope
2. sang? yep. under my breath that is.
3. Been kissed? nope
4. Felt stupid? not yet.
5. Watched something good on tv? nope, but i'm gonna watch tv soon.
6. Talked to a complete stranger? ya.

1. have you ever thought you were abnormal? who hasn't?
2. how many months to go before your birthday? wa.. that's a long time. let me count. 10 freaking months!
3. last movie you watched with your bf/gf? don't have bf
4. is your landline listed in the telephonedirectory? not sure.
5. do u eat a lot? sometimes.
6. are you reading anything right now? i'm re-reading can u keep a secret. no other good books ard.. :(
7. do you have any frustrations? of course la.
8. what is the time now? 8.10pm
10. if given the chance, will you join pinoy bigbrother? what's that man.
11. if someone called you right now,would you takethe call? ya.
12. do you have a favorite nursery rhyme? "baba black sheep have you any wool? yessire yessire, 3 bags full!! one for the...." wait. that's not a nursery ryhme is it??
13. do you like your handwriting? yes, when it's neat.
14. have you ever trespassed someone else's? duhh. esp in primary school..
15. do you want to be justin timberlake in your next life? i dun believe in reincarnation but anyhows, NO way.
16. have you ever gotten drunk? no
17. do you think someone thinks of you every night? maybe?
18. how's your health right now? well i guess it's alright. no obvious ailments.
19. what did you want to be when you were young? haha. alot of stuff la. one of which being a criminal lawyer.
20. how many languages can you speak? english, chinese. that's it. i can say a FEW words in malay though. is that counted? somemore i can sing a whole full song in malay k. fluently. marikita...~ oh! i can also say random words in japanese. but it's the basic of all basics la. like samui(cold), oishi(delicious), kawaii(cute), kirei(pretty).. you get the idea. those overused jap phrases like goodnight and all.
21. has anyone made a poem for you?no..
22. are you hungry? i just ate!
23. why do you answer surveys like this one? i like.
24. last food you ordered at mcdonald's? uhmmm. i can't rmb when i last went there. i'm not really a fan of Macs. i think the nuggets student meal.
25. the last person who sent you a private ym/msn? - i don't rmb!

2006-03-01T15:01:00.000-08:00

bleahx. i wonder why moe released the posting results.. only to shut it down the next moment. do you know how freaky that is??! ok. and i dreamt i went NP last night. which is good, cos i wanna go there! arrghh. so now, some people actually alrdy know where they're posted to la. cos they managed to check in time. and, the scary thing is-- i'm hearing of people who got 10 points and cannot make it to sa, cj, and have to go mj. maybe it's because of the 1st 3 months thing.. and all the pae pple are gg back to their 1st 3 mths school so there're not much places left.. i think.. anww.. i'm going to ikea later. yes, and i should really get my ass outta this place. byeee! all the best for posting results :)
[*taMmy*]

2006-02-28T23:55:00.000-08:00

#1
1. What is the best nickname that u everhad?MAFIA!! and i'd like to add that it's not a good nickname :)
2. Do you think suicide is the best way?no way.
4. Are you in love with someone at themoment?friends! sure! :)
5. Are you missing someone at the moment?read above :)
8. Whats the best thing about love?well! 1cor13:4-8 has the best answer
9. Whats the worst thing about love?love shouldn't be anything bad.
10. Will you wait for someone you love?guess so.
12. Do you wanna get married?yep, of cos.
15. Do you keep memories or try to forget them?well, i keep the good ones and try to forget the bad ones
16. Is love always on your side or the oppositeway?hahaha.. i'm not really bothered abt that now :)
17. Are you straight/gay/lesbian/bisexual?i'm straight
18. Have u ever loved someone on thesame sex?of cos! my mum, my aunts, my friends..
19. Do you have a gay/lesbian/bisexualfriend?nope
20. Are you sick of love?nope
21. Are you sick of questions on love?uhh.. abit.. haha
22. What are you going to do tomorrow?going to school and ikea!!
23. What do u want so badly right now?uhmms
24. Do you think money is everything?money is not everything
25. What song are you listening rightnow?delirious? -take me away
26. Whats the song that u last downloaded?i never
27. How much do you love music?how do you measure that? but i think i like tv more. haha.
28. Do you play an instrument?the guitar; but i'm still learning :)
30. What movie did you last watch?constant garderner. eww.
32. Whats the last word you said toyour loved ones?ehh. i can't rmb.

#2
1)brand of ur handphone? nokia
2) wat'll u do if u see ur bf/gf hugging a boy/gal? question him
3) hav a gf/bf?no
4) have ur own room?no :( share with bro
5) fav pet?i love dogs! too bad i don't have one :(
6) 1 thing u cant live w/o?God
7) where do u live?Ang mo kio
8) wat wld u do if someone tells u he/she lyks u?weeeellll.. it depends on who that someone is.
9) how are you feelin now?uhm. quite normal i guess.
10) where do you hangout?depends on where my friends and i wanna go i guess
11) what are you good at?being a mafia
12) what is it bout a person you cant stand?not being true to the pple ard him/her
13) what do you want?a great meaningful life
14) a word that describes you?single-eyelidded- and proud of it
15) what is ur dream?working in the media industry and earning lots of money
16) day/nite?day.
17) sunset/sunrise?both :)
18) like a romantic bf/gf?who wouldn't
19) what is it about the opposite gender that attracts you? character, and of cos looks.. with character being the most important.
20) are you an independent person?rather
21) do you like school?if you have like-minded friends, school can be a breeze
22) are you stubborn?sometimes
23) believe in God?yup
24) ur favourite sports?swimming, rollerblading, cycling, frisbee.. though i haven't done any of these for ages!!
25) believe in fate?yup
26) get pissed off easily?when i'm having pms.. hahaha..
27) like ur parents?of cos. i love them.
29) believe in love ?yep.
30) will u get a tattoo?don't think so.
35) were u on a trip recently?was december considered recently?? hahaha! if so, then yes. and i LOVE Japan!
36) fave country?my own homeland, Singapore :)
37) r u impatient?yes, sometimes.
38) do u organise parties often?no leh.

2006-02-27T00:42:00.000-08:00

#1!
1. My parents were once: crying naked babies
2. Never in my life have I: been killed
3. The one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always make me smile: my friends! :)
4. High School is/was: not there yet
5. When I'm nervous: i feel lightheaded and nauseous
6. The last time I cried was: don't wanna think about it..
7. If I were to get married RIGHT NOW mybridesmaids/groomsmen would be: uhmm, my cousin?
8. My hair: is nice to touch! i love my hair enough :) only thing is that it's not long enough
9. My feet are: only a size 4!! but i still love them!
10. When I was 5: i slept walk
11. Last Christmas: was spent missing Japan
12. When I turn my head left, I see: my cluttered desk
13. When I turn my head right, I see: my book shelf
14. When I look down I see: clouds........
15. The craziest recent event was: cooking at carina's house!
16. If I was a character on 'Friends' I'd be: uhm actually i don't really watch friends and don't know the character of the uhm, characters.
17. By this time next year: i'll be 18 :)
19. I have a hard time understanding: the way people are sometimes
20. One time at a family gathering: i blew candles
21. You know I "like" you if: my strong intuition tells me so and your body language gives you away.
22. If I won an award, the first person I'd thank
is: God :)
23. Take my advice: there are no regrets, only lessons learnt
24. My ideal breakfast is: propped up in bed with the TV turned on and having a piping hotdog with a glass of cold juice and the sunlight filtering in, warming up the room.... mmmm..
25. If you visit my hometown: you'll love it but be bored soon
26. Where do you plan to visit anytime soon: Japan!! Hokkaido!
27. Boys are: ohh.. it really depends on what sort of boys you know..
28. I'd stop my wedding if: i find out my partner had been lying to me about every single thing
29. The world could do without: hatred
30. I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than: lick the belly of a maggot infested slimey snail
31. Most recent thing you've bought yourself: a necklace
32. Most recent thing someone else bought you: taka vouchers!
33. My favorite time of day is: afternoon
34. My favorite store is: any store that sells good stuff at reasonable prices
35. My favorite ringtone is: no fave ringtone
36. And by the way: i wanna go shopping
37. The last time I was high: on sat at ca's house crapping with the rest
38. The person who I last talked to told me to: that she was going to take a nap
39. I shouldn't have been: so mafia-like towards my friends. hahaha.
40. Once, at a bar/club: never been there.
41. Last night: i ate at jumbo.
44. A better name for me would be: mafia. or so my friends think so.
45. If I ever go back to school I'll: i'm still in school..
46. My birthday is: on the 8th of january 1989
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#2!
1.longest relationship with a friend? cheryl.. 9 years and still going!
2. Last gift/s you received: taka vouchers
3. What's your Mobile brand and color of yourphone? nokia. blue and white.
4. Last sport you played? frisbee
5. Things you spend a lot of money on? accessories and clothes! can nvr get enough of them
6. Three things you ate last? ice milo, cheese hotdog, cny love letters
7. First thing you notice about the opposite sex? looks, physique, behaviour
9. One favorite song: many many
10. Where do you live? Singapore
11. School you attend as of now? haha. i'm going on and off cos it's 1st 3 mths and i don't have to attend anymore.
13. Biggest lie you have heard? any lie about myself impacts me the most
14. Where's your favorite place to eat with friends: billy bombers! hahaha..
15. Can you cook? yes! and i just proved it not long ago :)
16. Last time you laughed? yesterday
20. Favorite Movie/s? ohh. many.. almost anything i've watched la..
21. Can you sing? i guess
22. Last concert attended? can't rmb!
23. Last movie rented: nvr rented before
24. part of your boy/girlfriend you love most: don't have one, but if i do i guess it'll be his good character
25. thing that you really take care of yourself: i'm in charge of my life.
26. Things you never leave home without? handphone, wallet [with money], keys
27. Describe Love: read 1Corinthians13:4-8 the answer's all there :)
28. do you have enemy/ies? nope
29. favourite bands: delirious?
30. What are you gonna do now that your done? post this :)
[*taMmy*]

2006-02-26T07:15:00.000-08:00

Photos photos photos! Sat was a success! our food actually tasted good!

Adeline, Carina, Szeming. In NTUC.

Szeming and me.

allll the stuff we bought.

our reciept. total:$45.05. totally not worthwhile.. we didn't even finish the food!

in carina's room!

look what she's got mannn!!! orange public phone!

off to cook!

frying the potatoes!

Adeline!

Szeming!

Our delicious spread of food :)

the great chefs!

washing up..

carina's retro sunglasses

i know- we're very overdressed

dressed to kill..

gei gei one la..

ice cream on waffle..

actually, there are many more photos.. but i don't want to take up too much space.. and these are the more interesting photos :)

so basically, we

[*taMmy*]

2006-02-25T10:30:00.000-08:00

new blog skin! think it's really cute and sweet :)
anws, there's sth wrong with blogger. the fonts are so big! can't stand it. they think we blind or what??!
going to cook with carina, szeming, and adeline later on! haha. hope we don't burn down ca's kitchen. looking forward to having loads of crazy fun. and, it's great to have friends who looove taking photos as well!
sighh. how i wish all of us could just move on to the next same school and all.. most of us are going to different schools, and that means we have to make new friends again. being with them, i feel really myself, and as if i've known them all my life :) sobsob. am going to miss them real mad. my only wish is that we'll continue to keep in touch. i know, this phrase is so overused and cliched, but i really mean it. like how i want to keep in touch with Da-5 too.
something random.. went to school at 9sth yesterday cos i overslept. i woke up at 0656hrs and i just stunned there for a minute. then i contemplated going to school or not since i would not make it in time. then i decided to go loh, cos at least i can see my friends. and i'd alrdy promised them that i was going. see?? see how responsible i am?? *smug* hahaha.. so went to eat breakfast with my parents and then they brought me to school at 9sth. seriously no one cares if you're late or not. the guard [he's very nice one] just let me go.. maybe cos there weren't any teachers ard la..
okayys. i gtg pack up my room. bleahh.
[*taMmy*]

2006-02-22T23:14:00.000-08:00

ok, i'm sick of this blogskin alrdy. today, school was boring as usual. i'm not even going back to sch for lessons [cos i don't need to] but just so i can see my friends. we basically just slacked off in the library and canteen. sighh. today that crazy sm started calling me mafia just because i acted a little rough towards her. hurr. sm, you better stop it, else i'll.. say.. whoooo... whooo.. hahahass.. the worst thing is she's influenced di and re as well. hmph.
ANWs, can't wait for sat! going to ca's house to cook western candlelight dinner. then we're gonna put on our nice nice clothes and have dinner together. so fun. hahas. ok, nth much to say anymore. this is so random i know. my blog's boring, i'm boring, can?
[*taMmy*]

2006-02-08T03:44:00.000-08:00

SIGHHHH..
've been hearing soooo much stuff about O levels. bad stuff. negative. negative negative. but i'm gona choose not to dwell on it. seriously, what's the use? the results have been long out alrdy. everyone around me is getting so jittery and anxious that it's starting to rub off on me! but i shan't be affected k.. i'm not nervous i'm not nervous i'm not nervous..... actually, i really am not nervous. not quite la. but of cos on friday at like 2.29pm, i'm going to totally freak out like never before. just before the result slip falls into my hand, i'm going to feel extremely faint. my vision will be a bit blurred and my hands will freeze up and start getting clammy.. then i will look at the reults slip..... and CRY.. IN JOY!!! hahaha! yesyes, i believe i will ok! neways.. went to heeren/cine with di, ca and sz.. went to buy our FLUBBERBALLS! :) then bought this cute hand pen and went to take neos again. then went over to cine to eat at kobayashi. took a whole truckload of silly photos there!! then went upstairs to walk ard and then took MORE photos in more than words.. then on the way while we were leaving we saw this veerrryyy CUTE baby girl! took a pic of her and acc. to her ah-ma it's been the second time someone took a photo of her that day. i've nvr seen a chubbier baby. and ca claims it's the only baby she's ever admitted is cute. haha. lesson learnt. don't ever let young kids near her. haha! sighh. i'm gonna miss them man.. and reet and darsh too. i hope i can find good friends like them when i go to poly.. or jc.. [i still can't decide.] ANWs.. SIGH. nothing.
[*taMmy*]

2006-02-02T03:57:00.000-08:00

went to j8 after school with Reetha, Diana, Carina and Szeming today! went to take neos and then went to LJS for lunch. had a very.. hmm.. interesting conversation there. haha! ohh and btw, there's a G-Mask at j8!! i am so gona do a plastic wrap for my phone. as soon as i get a new one. ya! i want a new phone.. my phone's ooollddd!! i've been using it for like 2 yrs or so alrdy!! or maybe i would paste sequins on it. can't decide. one sequin is $1.90 ok! but it's definitely more professional than if you do it yourself. aft that, we went window shopping and i bought a new watch! [the old one got spoilt. :( ] then we went to minitoons and Ca and i bought this very nice pair of yellow socks. then we saw this breast keychain. so sick. i wonder who would really buy it to hang on his phone la. ya, i use his cos would a girl really buy such a thing to hang on their phone??! that would be really quite weird. ANWs, we then went shopping for my mum's birthday present. it's her birthday today! decided to buy her a cake and bought a tiramisu one at sweet secrets. just after that she called me on my phone..

[i missed the call]
me: "ya mummy you called me?"
mum: "ya.. just wondering how come you're not back yet.."
me: "oh, i went j8 to buy something."
mum: "orhh.. eh, don't buy me anything for my birthday hor."
me: "no, i never!" (feigns shock)
mum: "ok, good."

haha! funny. of cos i'd get her sth. what's a birthday without any presents? surprised her with the cake when i got home.. then my parents decided to bring the cake along to my mum's dinner with her friends. i want a piece of that cake!!
oh anw, someone wants me to talk about her in my blog.. so, yes, Carina, i'm talking about you now! hahaha.. ya, she came to school with this husky sexy voice cos she had a bad sore throat, which also made her miss a trip to Japan during the CNY break. JAPAN ok?! it's not just some other country but Japan ok. yup, so anw, Carina wishes that she'll be sick forever so that she'll always have that sexaye voice. and we also decided to buy a flubberball! then sign our names on it.. for remembrance. szeming is obsessed by the word flubberball btw.. hahah!
results rumoured to be out on the 10th! am i nervous?? actually, not really.. :)
btw, that rumour about getting the moe teaching thing means you did well/didn't do well for O's is fake la. i think it was given to random students..
alrights. off to eat dinner..
[*taMmy*]

2006-01-22T04:48:00.000-08:00

I'm still missing Japan!! hehe.. it was great fun man. and now, i'm feeling really bad, because i havent passed Mr Tan the reflection and photos.. and i was supposed to do so like weeks ago. i'm going to do it by wed. i still don't know whether i should go to poly or jc.. i'm afraid i might not like jc life.. and at least in poly i get to do what i like.. and if i go to poly, i definitely want to take mass comm at NP. that's like the only poly course i'm interested in. otherwise, i would go for tourism. but that's not even a second choice at all cos i don't have one in the first place. my one and only choice is mass comm. tourism is just a.. back-up choice.. a no-choice choice. haha. well, i just wana trust God that He'll show me the path He wants me to take.. sth that will prove to be the best choice. :)
anwsss.. sch is SUPER boorrrringg. lectures are boring, tutorials are boring. teachers also quite boring. and sometimes, it's really hard to listen to the teachers during lectures esp if you sit at the back because his/her voice would sound really muffled. and it's hard to concentrate in a big grp too, esp when everyone's talking. but, Diretacadaming really spruce up life in school.. haha, love my friends! :)
[*taMmy*]

2006-01-05T23:33:00.000-08:00

Got this off Sihong's blog..
Time starting: 15:33 hrs
1.) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water? i don't have bath-tubs
2.) Do you read the labels on your shampoo bottle? Yup, all the time.
3.) Do you moan in the shower like the people on the herbal essence commercial? Nooo..
4.) Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex? When i was alot younger.
5.) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings? when i was younger, and it wasn't really forced la.
6.) Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower? almost everytime i bathe
7.) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot? don't use soap, but yes.
8.) How old do you look? some people think i look younger than what i am, some think i look older. but i want to look younger. of cos not in a childish way.
9.) How old do you act? hahah! that depends.
14.) Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull? what's that?
16.) If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be? Mmm.. Don't know..
17.) Have you ever called anyone a slut? jokingly maybe.
18) Have you ever been called a slut? i don't know. hope not.
19). Have you ever smuggled something into America? No.
20). Does playing the guitar make a girl/guy more attractive? For a guy, i suppose so.
21). Do you live in a city with a good sports team? uhhhhh.....~
22). Have you ever finished off the popcorn? not on my own.
23). How many people do you think would come to your funeral? don't know!
24). How many of them would come just to make sure you're dead? hahaha...
25). Do you have more enemies or more friends? friends
26.) Have you ever sent an anonymous letter? nope
27.) Can you fix ur own car? don't own one.
30.) Have you ever stolen anything from your friends? no
31.) Have you ever been to jail? no
32.) Should you have? no
33) Do you like the smell of beer? not really.
34.) Have you ever died or killed someone in a dream? never died before, but have been stabbed before.
35.) Have you ever given to charity? yup
37.) Do you sometimes get depressed? sometimes, but you can't call it depression la.
38.) Do you live with your parents? yup
39.) Do you have plans for your future? i have hopes and dreams for my future rather.

CROSS THE SPOT

NATURALLY
[ ] blonde
[ ] redhead
[ ] brunette
[ ]dirty blonde/brownish
[ ] dark brown
[x] black

[ ] blue-eyed
[x] black-eyed
[ ]green-eyed
[ ] hazel-eyed
[ ] gold/gray-eyed
[ ] silver/gray- eyed
[ ] blue/green-eyed
[ ] blue/gray-eyed
[ ] they change colors
[x] glasses
[x] contacts
[x] BOTH.
[ ] neither

[ ] short hair
[x] medium hair
[ ] long hair

Your favorite color(s) are?
[ ] red
[ ] khaki
[ ] Aqua
[x] pink
[x] hot pink
[ ] yellow
[ ] black
[ ] green
[ ] lime green
[x] blue
[x] white
[ ] turquoise
[ ] silver
[x] purple
[ ] brown
[ ] orange
[ ]gray
[ ]maroon
[ ] gold
[ ] teal
[x] clear
[ ] BRONZE
[ ] don't really care
[ ] I don't believe in favorite colors

Some things you've done?
[x] ice skating
[x] hiking
[x] kayaking
[x] rafting
[ ] water skiing
[x] camping
[x] horseback riding
[ ] body/surfing and skim/wake boarding
[ ] snowboarding
[x] skiing
[x] dancing (ballet, tap, jazz, etc)
[ ] skateboarding
[ ] lacrosse
[ ]street hockey
[ ] gymnastics
[ ] martial arts
[ ] baton twirling
[x] swimming

you cant stand listening to?
[ ] pop
[ ] country
[ ] Christian
[ ] classical
[ ] techno
[ ] oldies
[x] opera
[ ] 80's
[ ] disco
[ ] rap
[ ] classic rock
[ ] punk
[x] metal

The pets you have had?
[ ] cat(s)
[ ] dog(s)
[ ] lizard
[ ] rat
[ ] ferret(S)
[ ] bunny(S)
[x] fish
[ ] duck
[ ] horse
[ ] bird
[ ] frog
[ ] hermit crab
[x] turtle
[x] hamster
[ ] snail

Clothing Brands you like?
[ ]Delia's
[ ] American Eagle
[ ] Express
[ ] Target
[ ] Wal-mart
[ ] Wet Seal
[ ] Quicksilver
[ ] Anchor Blue
[ ] Guess
[ ] Lucky
[ ] Champs
[ ] Salvation army/goodwill
[ ] old navy
[ ] only name brand
[ ] Victorias secret
[x] whatever is at the thrift store
[ ] Eddie Bauer
[ ] Hot Topic
[x] Anything
[ ] Alloy

Shoe Brands?
[x]Flip-Flops
[ ]Nike
[x] Adidas
[x] reebok
[ ] Billabong
[ ]Roxy
[ ] Puma
[ ] Jack purcells
[ ] Uggs
[ ] Etnies
[ ] Reefs
[x] Converse
[x] if i like something a lot i'll buy it
[ ] New Balance
[ ] LEI

your confessions:
[ ] I'm afraid of the quiet
[x] I am really ticklish
[x] I'm afraid of the dark
[ ] I've collected comic books
[ ] I shut out others out when I'm mad
[ ] I open up to others easily
[x] I read the newspaper
[ ] I love Disney movies
[ ] I am a sucker for eyes
[ ] I don't kill bugs
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I bake well
[ ] I have worn pajamas to class
[ ]I love Martha Stewart
[ ]I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[ ] I am self-conscious
[x] I love to laugh
[ ] I drink alcohol on a regular basis
[ ] I smoke cigarettes
[ ] I can't swallow pills
[ ]I bite my nails
[ ] I play computer games when I'm bored
[ ] Gotten lost in the city
[ ] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[ ] Made out in an elevator
[ ] Been skydiving [really really wanna try!!!]
[ ] Been bungee jumping
[x] Bitten someone
[x] Dressed up like the opposite sex
[ ] egged a house/car
[ ] Smashed into a car
[ ] Been fired
[ ] Been skinny dipping

Have you ever...
[ ] danced in the rain
[ ] Seen a shooting star
[ ] proposed to anyone
[ ] Gotten stitches
[x] Eaten Sushi
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[x] Ridden in a taxi
[x] Been on a cruise ship
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[ ] Been on a Plane by yourself
[x] had surgery
[ ] seen a movie more than 3 times in the theater
[x] been on stage
[x] peed somewhere other than a toilet
[ ] gotten a black eye
[ ] memorized all the dialogue in a movie
[ ] watched an entire baseball game

Do you like...
[ ] old movies
[ ] musicals
[ ] blasting music in your car
[x] foreign foods
[ ] anime
[x] Christmas time
[x] donuts
[x]animals
[ ]coffee
[x] tea

TWO'S OF EVERY KIND
Two Names You Go By Other Than Your Real
Names: uhm. just Tammy or Tam
Two Parts of Your Heritage
1. Chinese
2. Chinese
Two Things That Scare You
1. Cockroaches
2. Birds
Two of Your Everyday Essentials
1. clothes. haha. duh.
2. food
Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. shirt
2. shorts

Two Things You Want in a Relationship (other than Real Love)
1. faith
2. faithfulness

Two Things that Appeal to You In a Guy/Girl
1. ability to be easy going
2. forthrightness.. not overly forthright though.

Two of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. watching tv
2. reading

Two Things You Want Really Badly
1. to do well for O's
2. for my fringe to grow faster and longer

Two Places You Want to go on Vacation
1. Paris!
2. Japan!

Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. be successful in life and earn lotsa money
2. do everything i have always wanted to do

Two Things You Are Thinking About Now
1. i don't like my fringe
2. school in MI

Two Stores You Shop At
1. almost everywhere
2. " "

Two people I haven't talked to in a while
1. many
2. people

Two favorite animals
1. dogs &
2. cats

Two Reasons ur doing this survey
1. for the
2. fun of it

End time: 1603 hrs

2005-12-14T23:34:00.000-08:00

I LOVE JAPAN!! ESPECIALLY HOKKAIDO!! I MISS IT ALRDY!! i have soo much to say about my trip, but i'm really tired and groggy now, although i slept for like more than 12 hours since reaching Singapore. anws, it snowed in Chitose on the 2nd day! it snowed in Sapporo, and in Otaru too.. all i'm going to say now is, THE TRIP WAS SUPER FUN!! more ltrs!
[*taMmy*]

2005-12-07T00:00:00.000-08:00

Going of to Japan sooon!! Going to airport in a few hours time. I'm SO SO SO excited!! It's going to be SO cold (-8 to -1) and i think, no, i'm SURE it's going to be super fun. Went shopping with mummy yesterday for some stuff to bring over, and the gifts for the family that i'll be staying with. SO EXCITED! Going to take plenty plenty of photos. Till then!
[*taMmy*]

EDITED

2005-11-29T17:49:00.000-08:00

Played Amazing Race at Pasir Ris.. Veronica may look normal, but she's super hilarious!

After AR on the way back to GB HQ.. Ghis and me

Pat and Jas

saw this on a lorry on the way back..

on the swing at GB HQ.. hanging ard waiting for dinner

me and Viv

sec4s were sitting at the carpark talking and playing games when a bird flew past and shitted on Pat and Viv.. haha.. decided to retreat to the air-conditioned dorms to hang out with the others

Ghis is posing as the happy and oblivious tourist while Pat and I are the monsters

Ghis is the happy tourist again, and Viv, Pat and I are the vampires

so sweet.. :) *at our dinner table*

a close up.. we'll miss them too

sec4s at our table eating. the food was better than prom night's.

Gift from my squad, squad FOUR!!

juniors even made this for all of us.. mind you, it's HAND MADE..

so was this.. hahaha! [Ghis' one read: This girl has committed a crime of having a large diaphragm! hahaha!]

lovely lovely sq 4 tee

back veiw

after the mini concert. I LOVE 5TH COMPANY!!!!!!!

after the mini concert, ms lim told us she was planning not to sleep that night and to stay up to talk to us sec4s, but we weren't going to stayover.. but then by the end of it all, most of us suddenly had a change of mind and started wanting to stayover.. but ms chua didn't allow us cos we did not have any consent form.. so yea.. in the end, we sat at the carpark and mslim gave us this emotional talk.. and i saw eliane cry for the first time! haha, i think all of us did cry that night.. except GHISLAINE!! so wu qing one..
although there were frustrating times in GB and all, i don't regret joining GB at all.. i haven't and will never.. and to say the truth, the fun times outnumber the frustrating ones. i love 5th coy!
[*taMmy*]

[*taMmy*]

2005-11-28T22:49:00.000-08:00

GB camp was.. great.. so touching.. and we're just so so so fortunate to have such a wonderful company.. the mini concert by the juniors was really.. what can i say.. it was great.. and i really appreciate all their efforts.. posting pics on camp soon!
[*taMmy*]

2005-11-26T09:26:00.000-08:00

a very random post..
O's over! Prom just over on 24th! was quite fun, but food wasn't very good. can't post pics cos my "membership" with mypicgallery has expired or sth, so i need to go find another website to host my pics. but i'm too lazy..
've been learning Jap for the past 3 days in school to prepare ourselves when we go to Japan. Japanese are really polite man. Hope i don't do sth stupid there.
and i am going to Tokyo afterall! haha! actually, we are just stopping over there to transit or sth like that. it's -8 at Hokkaido! it's going to be FREEZING cold. literally. but i can't wait. i CANNOT WAIT!
[*taMmy*]

2005-11-20T22:33:00.000-08:00

bleah.. my pictures are goooone!! that is, unless i subscribe to this plan on mypicgallery, which i'll then have to pay for. :((
dunno how i'm gonna retrieve my pics..
shall go dream up of something interesting to do now..
[*taMmy*]

2005-11-17T14:18:00.000-08:00

last day of O levels: 22 Nov 2005
after that, i'll be free from textbooks for at least a while!!!
i can't wait.. so many exciting stuff to do after O's!
such as going japan!! that, i really cannot wait.. haha.. do you know how much i've always wanted to go japan??! actually, tokyo to be exact. but we're [sch trip] going to hoikkaido. and i heard it's a very beautiful place.. what i have in mind is acres and acres of pure white soft snow.. and snow capped mountains beyond that.. and then all the trees are withered and bare.. and everywhere is so serene.. this leads me to think of christmas! which is also coming.. i LOVE christmas!! oh yes! and aft O's i can start serving in church ministry too.. O's are ending, but everything else is just beginning.. 2nd last ppr today anw.. Amaths. and there was a huge cockroach crawling around during the ppr! i dont know how, but as i was doing the ppr, i suddenly saw this thing scuttling on the floor. so i went to look and lo and behold it was a cockroach! it was just at the foot of the guy sitting next to me and i was so scared it would crawl over that i lifted my feet from the ground and held it there for a few minutes. a very tiring and uncomfortable position i can tell you. ghis' mum [they were going to watch zoro] gave viv and me a lift to j8.. we went window shopping.. but i still have no idea what to wear for prom. the theme is "class". it's supposed to mean like classy, sophisticated.. i wonder if anyone would wear "CLASS" tee......
[*taMmy*]

2005-10-16T00:11:00.000-07:00

have you ever seen a papaya in a papaya..?

yes, i know that's disgusting. once, my mum bought a papaya with no seeds..
[*taMmy*]

2005-09-15T15:34:00.000-07:00

i feel so sian.. so disoriented. woke up today and then decided that i deserved more sleep. so i went back to sleep for another 1 and a 1/2 hours then started studying for lit tmr. i have tuition later and i really don't feel like going. but i have to. i need to actually. i'm supposed to leave in half an hour's time and i haven't bathed. but right now, i just don't feel like doing what i'm supposed to do. i really just want to have a good lie in bed with a good book to read.
[*taMmy*]

2005-08-21T16:14:00.000-07:00

my bro's been gone for a week and still hasn't called back. heard that he's very busy in Taiwan. probably busy "chauffeuring" people around. haha. my glasses snapped! actually, it didn't even snap, it just sort of.. came off. see, i woke up sat morn and like any other seriously short-sighted people, the first thing i did was to put on my glasses, which lie beside me every night. so as usual, i opened the two long thingys that go behind your ears and the left one just came off in my hands. yeaaa...... so i'm making do with contacts.. which makes things seem magnified.. well, hopefully i get to make a brand new pair of glasses! :) :)
sometimes, my memory is so bad that it scares me. on tuesday, i went home aft English oral and put my IC on my mum's dressing table. my dad came over, took a look at it and put it in the drawer. that night, i forgot all about it and worried the whole of wednesday that i had lost it. hm. i'd like to think that i forgot because i was devoting my attention to something else at that time. harr. it was only during remedial the next day that a scene of my father looking at my IC flashed in my mind. i don't even remember putting the card into my shirt pocket after oral. over the years, i realise that the things i remember are some very.. random and weird things. i don't remember much about being a toddler. sometimes, it almost seems as if i wasn't living during my childhood days. scary. yet, i remember some very random things very vividly.
oh btw, i really really thank God for my cheena results. i'd never done that well for cheena in sec4 before! actually it's just a 3 la.. but i used to get 5 or 6 or even 7(in sec3) ok. and i got a 2 for my cls test! i pray, i pray that my other subjects would improve like how my cheena did!
[*taMmy*]

2005-08-02T07:01:00.000-07:00

for some reason, i feel weird these days.
hopefully some shopping on thurs snaps me out of this... this mood.
yup! going to s-h-o-p on thursday for friday's dining etiquette course! a bit dumb right, to buy clothes for a 3hr or so course. but i'm just buying a skirt and footwear. i must buy a cheap skirt, otherwise i would only wear it once, then chuck it at the back of my cupboard and forget all about it. that happens to almost every pair of skirt that i have. haha. cos those skirts are the kinds that are pretty but very formal. the kinds you wear to weddings. well that proves i don't own many skirts, nor do i wear them often. actually, i think that's because i havent found a perfect skirt.
i hate this kind of.. weird feeling. seems like i cant desribe it with any other words other than: weird. and let me tell you it's definitely not a good feeling. i feel more than just weird. i feel infuriated, i feel happy, i feel gloomy, i feel happy. Oh PLEASE tell me it's just that.
why why why is it so difficult to ignore these negative feelings??! i want to feel HAPPY again. such a simple, overly-used word. but it holds a lot of meaning, you know that?
[*taMmy*]

2005-07-16T19:24:00.000-07:00

PHS carnival on the 23rd! quite looking forward to it, and all the taking of pics, then editing and printing.. so cool. those who want to bring back a piece of the carnival do come to our photostall! it's going to be in the hall and we're sharing a stall with the henna tattoo team. our stalls' called "Funky Arts". offered to colaborate with 5agape's haunted house but then ghis decided against it cos acc. to her we would suffer from a lost. ANW, i just remembered i'm supposed to order the henna tattoo for the henna team! i clean forgot about it. must go and order it now. just something to add: the photo stall not only takes pictures for you [any way you want it], we edit it, make it prettypretty, add words, a template of your choice and then YOU decide how many copies of it you want! we would deal with all the hassle and all you have to do is pose, smile, be contented with the picture, then come back at a given time to collect your now near perfect photo :) btw, the henna stall would be good too. all the artistic people who draw well are manning the stall and you don't have to worry about your hand being ruined. the other stall sells FOOD! ice popsicles, popcorn [very nice] and drinks. i think that's all.
henna- $3/hand
photo- prices start from $5
[*taMmy*]

2005-07-13T18:36:00.000-07:00

i passed out on saturday 090705.. no, i didn't actually faint, i graduated from GB!

before the parade started..

POP `05 [many GB girls in the middle of contingent, cos we're short :( ]

supporting contingents behind..

parade is over! was the last [and shortest] parade! GB gals can't throw our caps cos it's part of our uni.. so some of us threw our gloves instead..

time for our CCA photos!

we're STRONG.

i should have turned on the flash.

where's munling??

oh, there she is.

HY: ghis, pls don't chen ji touch me!

alright. let's be serious and do it right this time.

we're getting promoted! in august. so happy! :)))
p.s.: celebrated GB day on mon 110705 and took pics in toilet. but i havent uploaded them and i can't find my cam! :( btw, "fainting" was a great experience!
[*taMmy*]

2005-07-08T18:54:00.000-07:00

the new sony cybershot T-7 is sooo beautiful..

not only does its front look sleek and pretty..

the back of the cam is simple and easy on the eyes.
but still, the best thing is how SLIM it is! just take a look at this..

Dimensions: 3 5/8" x 2 3/8" x 5/8" (91.7 x 60 x 14.8mm) w/LCD Cover; Minimum thickness 3/8" (9.8mm)

miss ms.lim.. gb's so different without her.. the sec4s sat down in the parade square after POP rehearsal ytd and talked about stuff and we just realised how much mslim had done for 5th coy. i guess we really appreciate all that she'd done. she came to phs and joined 5thcoy just like ard 4 or 5 years ago, yet she made 5th coy what it is today. i really miss the old gb days and how things were so organised and stuff. her presence really made a difference. last parade for us tmr........ last gb day celebration on monday.........
[*taMmy*]
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2005-06-23T19:03:00.000-07:00

i cant wait for tomorrow. I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW! and yet, i wish tomorrow would come a thousand years later..
tong xin yuan start alrdy! gotta get outta here.
[*taMmy*]

2005-06-21T13:03:00.000-07:00

went for a Fathers' Day dinner at Jumbo restaurant [somewhere near SIS].. not only was the food good, the scenery was good too. that's where the ________ bridge is. i dont know the name of the bridge though. there, it's this one..

and the reataurant is just next to it.. what a good way to earn money.. actually, we were going to have dinner in the open, where we could ooh and ahh at the beautiful scenery, then choke on our food because of that. but then there wasn't enough seats for everyone [or something] and we had to move into the restaurant.. WHICH PREPARES ONE OF THE BEST CRAB I EVER TASTED!

ok, this pic of the crab wasn't very good and i should have taken the crab MEAT instead, but i REALLY WANTED TO START EATING MY DELICIOUS CRABBY! to let the succulent meat come in contact with my raging taste buds.
anw, the black pepper crab was SO good, i ate 2 claws and one leg thingy. plus, a chili crab claw. i love crab claws, cos that's where the meat is the most, and more delicious!
saw a pretty little cat outside before we went it. it's fur is really nice. it looked fresh and healthy, unlike the fur of most stray cats.

it looked so pretty, i had to go over to pat it..

wanted to carry it in my arms but i was afraid i might touch it somewhere that would hurt it and that it in turn would bite me. i'm usually quite afraid of touching stray cats, but my bro sorta convinced me earlier that day when we saw a grey cat sleeping outside the lifts, that they wouldn't. infact, i was fearing the worst when he reached down to stroke the back of the cat but the cat just opened its eyes and started mewing at us. then it went back to sleep.
so i just reached out to stroke the orangey cat. it started mewing rather sadly [sounded like it to me] and then went to rub its body against my leg! haha.. that's so cute.
hols ending!
[*taMmy*]

2005-06-16T13:46:00.000-07:00

*gasp* not only is she leaving, newbies are joining! what will happen??!! nothing's going to be the same again. NOTHING. i don't even feel much like going back after graduating. with newbies and no veterans, drastic changes take place-- probably. let's cross our fingers and hope not.
sobsobsob.

my heart is crying out for things to be back as normal.. but that's impossible. the only constant thing in the world is, what else, CHANGE itself.
i don't even know who those newbies are. what is it going to be like, say, 5 years down the road..? nothing like now at all.. nothing.....

but i guess, i should not doubt their abilities, huh? :)
[*taMmy*]

2005-06-14T18:22:00.000-07:00

i just realised that.. i have a total of.. 9 GB shirts collected over these 3 and a half years. on the average, that's about 2-3 shirts per year. and there's supposed to be another shirt for this year's annual camp. so that's like, 3 shirts a year? haha.
my gb shirts:
- Blue National Tee [the most basic gb tee]
- 3 annual camp tees [4 soon-- hopefully]
- pioneerdrillteam's hot pink tee! :)
- 2 regional camp tee ["mission possible", and "no magic formula"]
- resilience tee
- ohman. got mental block. can't remember the last one!
besides these gb tees, there're still the other UG camp tees, like the National Camp tee, the OBS shirts.. if only there was an NDP`03 shirt for the UG parade. haha. actually we were given the Giodarno sponsored red tees, but that wasn't specifically for the UGs.. and anyone in Sg could have bought it.
i especailly love pioneerteam's pink tee. not only is it in a really funky colour, it has all our names written on the back, in the format of the contingent for drillcomp`04.
these shirts really bring back fond memories.. and i love wearing them, and reminiscing the past. things really seem different now. maybe it's cos we've passed out from gb and are rather deactive alrdy.
one day when i'm old and haggard, i'm going to hang up all my gb tees, camp tees, blahblahblah, and i'm going to remind myself how full of joy my GB days were.. goodbye gb5thcoy.. but rest assured this goodbye would never be permanent..
[*taMmy*] someone's leaving.. typing this blog entry has made me remember about that. it's definitely going to be a lose to 5thcoy.. one way or another..

2005-05-30T15:18:00.000-07:00

CHINESE O LVLS IS OVER.
i'll just put my trust in God.
anw, here're some.. u decide for youself what these are..

hahahaha.
sighh. we still have science practical to study for tmr. and i'm seriously not in the mood to do so.
[*taMmy*]

2005-05-26T16:55:00.000-07:00

a five year old drew me something and told me to pin it up on my wall! she said: "jiejie, i give you, then you put it up on your wall, ok?" hahaha. so cute. she came into my room yesterday evening and bugged me to turn on the computer. she got onto the chair as i opened WordPad for her. then she started typing furiously away..i'm not sure about what she typed, but it seemed to make sense to her..
when she saw me with the camera, she started crying..

no la.. i'm not such a bully.. she's just trying to cover her face, protesting that her picture be taken. hahah.
4 days to Chinese O levels.
[*taMmy*]

2005-05-23T14:05:00.000-07:00

wo ai si hua wen le!
[*taMmy*]

2005-05-23T11:36:00.000-07:00

i have a new skin! haha. the image showing my gb nametag wasn't supposed to be blurred. but i think i minimised it too much. and the right side of the blog seems tooo pink. cos i took the whole chunk of it out from my prev skin. haha.
anw, rejoice: there's no school today! sigh, school's getting boring-er and boring-er.. haha.. can't wait for O's to be over. i wanna go cruising with da5! ;)
studystudystudystudy
not for anyone but to glorify God.
[*taMmy*]

2005-05-21T22:51:00.000-07:00

haha.

2005-05-20T15:04:00.000-07:00

http://da5phenomenals.blogspot.com.
nothing's up though. just a post. no tagboard, no profile, no pretty blog skin [am gonna try to make one] yet.. anw, all these [sharing a friendster acc, a blog, etc..] is just so da-5. ha,ha,ha..
God bless, people.
[*taMmy*]

2005-04-15T00:40:00.000-07:00

havent written in a month! today was phs' jogathon at eastcoast and guess what?! 3 GB gals got the top 5 awards! sheron got 1st, munling got 2nd, and jacqueline got 5th! 2 other gb gals got the top 20 award too. so dont ever see gb gals as weaklings!
sat taxi twice today cos we were totally clueless abt getting to and getting out of eastcoast. and somebody forgot where the tunnel [we were trying to get to the tunnel] was and we walked all the way back. aft tt, decided not to walk through the tunnel so we waited at the bus-stop for 541 [or sth]. then we realised that there was no bus svc for tt bus except on weekends. decided to take a cab instead. separated into 4s and 5s. the 4 of them took a cab first then the other 5 of us hailed this cab that refused to allow the 5 of us in [ok, it's some law lah]. so we gave up the cab to these two 'women' who are actually transvestites [i didnt realise] and ghis was so.freaked.out by them.
then we managed to get a cab with this kind-soul-uncle that not only allowed the 5 of us in but also chatted with us abt: not kicking his chair [hahaha] and sms-ing his wife some mushy stuff, which he got ghis to do..
on the way back to in the train, we saw this really really extremely absolutely wonderfully CUTE 5 month old baby called leonard. he was sitting in his pram, staring up at us with those little mesmerizing eyes of his. and his hands and feet are SOoO small! the length of his hands is equivalent to the length of my little finger! i almost felt like carrying him home man!
I AM GOING TO STUDY CHINESE LATER! iamiamiamiamiamiamiamiamiam......
[*taMmy*] i want to have no regrets! GOD bless, peole! ;)

2005-03-14T20:57:00.000-08:00

annual camp ended in a flash. went to sch saturday morning dreading the leadership conference we were gg to at gbhq. sure enough, the course some of us chose [leading a grp/squad] was totally BORING. the speaker just droned on and on and on and on. mingli and hoiki were so bored they started drawing the speaker- very horribly. the best time during the conf. was still praise&worship and interaction time. finally at 3 sth the whole course ended and we were dismissed! 5th coy then returned to sch for annual camp.

nth much happened on the first day.. did tent pitching, realised tt some tents couldnt be used, so comm members had to sleep in the clsrooms. felt very dejected initially, then came to realise the blessing in disguise..! had balloon sculpting in the night which was rather fun. were not allowed to do sentry duty tt night cos mslim was afraid we had fall asleep during church the next day. 2nd day of camp was the most tiring. lights out was supposed to be at 2300 but aft the long workshop, it was announced tt we were going to have drill till 2315 instead. reason?? gospel camp was playing games and they were afraid we wld not be able to fall asleep. HMM. thing was, we couldnt even hear them. so we were broken up into diff contingents for gbbb enrolment service and we practised the marching in and all. lights out was only at 0100 and then someof us had reseilience trail breifing, followed by camp debreif for comm members. then mslim said tt comm members were allowed to sleep in the parade grd cos we had sentry duty tt day. finally at 2, aft bathing and all, we snuggled under our sleeping bags and were just going to fall fully asleep when hoiki bounded above us and whispered shrilly that we had to go back to sleep in the clsrooms cos the haze was really bad. was really irritated cos i was looking forward to sleeping in the parade grd AND esp. sentry duty. what more, most of us were alreay slipping into dreamland. [i was actually dreaming of sth then] reluctantly we packed our stuff and returned upstairs to 4g. waited for the key so long that we laid our slping bags outside the clsroom and nearly laid down to sleep. by then, the haze was getting really bad and the air was very very smokey. it smelt as if a thousand pple were all smoking at once. we finally got into the clsroom and got down to sleep.

sighh. this camp was actually supposed to be an outdoor camp, but it didnt seem much like one. cos doesnt an outdoor camp actually mean doing more outdoor stuff? sure we did outdoor cooking ONCE and some of us slept in tents, but it all ends there. but nvm, i'm sure we all learnt sth. HAVE A MORE OUTDOOR OUTDDOOR CAMP NEXT TIME! too bad, we wont be in phs anymore by then but we can still plan a camp SO fun, the girls go crazy. my conclusion is that: OBS was still the BEST BEST BEST EVER outdoor camp i've been to! came home today at abt 1 sth. ate alittle and slpet all the way to 7! 40th anniversary was ok. table B10 wasnt former staff afterall. it was alumni students and some hpt members.

having chi oral prelim tmr!! am very very scared.

God bless

[*taMmy*]